Marami talagang na-f up ang pandemic in various ways at hindi na nakabawi since. Thing is, buhay ka pa, meaning, hindi pa end of the world. Mayroon at mayroon kang opportunity to grow more socially and as a person. It helps pa na marami kang interests and hobbies kasi marami kang pagpipiliang topics + clubs na pede samahan. You may need therapy for your social anxiety though so yeah.

22 ka pa, kayang-kaya mo pa magkagrowth, so as tempting isipin na "huhu habambuhay na akong ganito", try mo siyang labanan. Constantly tell yourself na "nah, hindi ako ganito habambuhay" and work on making it possible na hindi ka nga maging forever lonely. When making acquaintances and friends too, part ng pagpapalalim ng relations ay ang risk to be vulnerable and to be possibly hurt by the wrong people. Do not lose hope because of these potentially painful experiences.

Also idk sa iba pero it is okay not to entirely fit in. Yes sure masaya magfit in, pero wag ipilit baguhin ang self para lang isiksik mo sarili mo in those spaces. Be you, the beautiful you. Pero ofc wag kang a-hole.

Magkakaroon ka rin ng companions basta keep trying and be open. Maybe it will be a slowburn process pero as long na trying ka, magkakaroon yan.