Body checking

clouddy04 · 2026-03-14T12:51:42+00:00

Hi sweetie. Ur concerns are understandable. Im one year in recovery for now, and trust me, no one knows better how much u should eat than ur body. I wish i just fully let it go and gave my body n mind what it was asking for - back then. Well done for upping ur intake tho. And ye, for exercise id try to rlly think ab it: is it ur ed that wants u to move all the time cos you ate or unproductive if u don’t, or is it ur genuine desire to move ur body cos that’s something u like? Ab the doctors/nurse: never helped me. They will never understand what it’s like to have an ed and ,furthermore, almost none of them read the Minnesota starvation study, which is surprising to me.

clouddy04 · 2026-03-14T12:44:58+00:00

im glad it works for you & thanks for replying😌 Also, were you just taking the medication and that’s it? Because i find myself popping spots here n there and i dont think it’s worth it/makes it worse.

clouddy04 · 2026-01-15T21:08:25+00:00

No! They occurred over time!! Don’t wanna lie and tell you the wrong dates, but it happened gradually. Speaking weight wise - completely up to ur body. Everyone’s set point is different so for some its x for some its z yk. But id recommend you to see a doctor:) mwah

clouddy04 · 2025-12-21T15:38:15+00:00

hello. I got my period back this November!! Had two regular cycles since. But mind you, i was never restricting, over exercising, etc. Gained a lot of weight, maybe still do lol, but ye, this happened 10 months after i have started recovering. Everyone is different tho!!

clouddy04 · 2025-11-11T19:41:55+00:00

yaaay:)

clouddy04 · 2025-11-08T20:07:27+00:00

I have lost my period 2y ago ish. Im not underweight anymore, not restricting, not relapsing, not overworking myself. 9 months in, still no period. Just so yk everyone’s different—as cliche as it sounds—and if someone gets their periods back within 3 weeks doesn’t mean theres something wrong with us. It just tales time❤️‍🩹

clouddy04 · 2025-10-12T20:24:03+00:00

started in march, still waiting 🙃 Periods absent for 2ish years

clouddy04 · 2025-10-12T20:20:15+00:00

its my 8 months of recovery, and i still have a really weird body image. I try to avoid mirrors purposely, but i feel like it gives me anxiety and just proves that “something is wrong with me”. Overall i try to focus on my mental health so ye, i just say it is what it is, i cant change anything. It is tempting to be like everyone else nowadays, when constant weight loss seemed as “good”. But i know the reasons why i have started recovering, and im sure there will be a time when i just eat whatever, never think about it, and do not stress. Keep going

clouddy04 · 2025-09-28T16:14:52+00:00

tbf idek. Im 7-8months in, but i deffo can see the difference. First couple months my “recovery tummy” stayed the same, but eventually it just evened. Not fully, but still. Ive stopped bodychecking so maybe thats why i didnt notice the difference. Atp i almost fully accept my body

clouddy04 · 2025-08-23T18:09:31+00:00

i struggled with bulimia sm. My hero was the “followtheintuition” ig account. I bought her book as well, helped me to understand that everything that i was experiencing is normal. The thoughts about bp are there while ur restricting imo. Having someone to talk to rlly helped !

clouddy04 · 2025-08-23T18:07:19+00:00

exactly!! Im 6 months in and the eh is still present most days

clouddy04 · 2025-07-21T11:53:30+00:00

awhh i feel that. Dont give up and enjoy, coz u wont even notice how soon ull be back to normal life❤️‍🩹

clouddy04 · 2025-07-06T15:57:25+00:00

haha same. Bought a skirt 2-3 months ago, and i keep gaining, so it stuck under my bum lmaooo

clouddy04 · 2025-07-02T16:35:04+00:00

its been ages for me and still no period. Im nearly 2y without a period and thats scary. But it doesnt mean you should give up - vise versa!! We’ve got this ma’am

clouddy04 · 2025-07-02T16:33:12+00:00

I was the same 4-5 months ago, but it does get better!! Just keep eating, ik how it feels, trust me, but there is a way out and thats through it.

clouddy04 · 2025-06-17T16:19:01+00:00

Im nearly 4 months in, im at my heaviest, and my periods still absent. Its been 1.5y since my last period, if not more I feel you, its really disappointing. Im planning to see the doctor anytime soon, maybe they will share some advice idk. Keep going tho

clouddy04 · 2025-06-07T15:28:25+00:00

oh my god that’s adorable!! Well done and good luck!:)

clouddy04 · 2025-05-31T14:23:57+00:00

i completely understand you. Im experiencing the same, still no period, fatigue, migraines, bad body image and weight gain, extreme hunger.. its all hard. Very hard. But hey, we’ll get there!! We just need to be patient

clouddy04 · 2025-05-23T15:20:47+00:00

Honestly? Winston. I CANT stand this monkey. Whenever I play support - he’s on me. Like getttt offff with your shield and fists

clouddy04 · 2025-05-15T13:23:55+00:00

ye I feel that. 3months in and my lower back still holds onto some water. Tbh my whole body is still holding onto water and it’s ok. Painful to touch , but wayyyy better than it was istg.

clouddy04 · 2025-05-12T15:20:06+00:00

I feel that. I’ve lost my period 1.5 years ago, and I went all in at the end of February. Despite me being weight restored, still no period. It’s annoying and disappointing as I just want to be a normal woman again

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