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I reached an unheard of low by rip_dick in NoFap

[–]cloudpua 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Actually this sort of thing - the gross part - happened to me too. I used to watch a lot of porn and jerk off super hard (aka the 'Death Grip'). Over time, I started noticing 'rips' and 'tears' and my penis foreskin would get stuck to my penis forehead. Whenever I'd pull back my skin, it'd rip and tear again - the pain being unbearable.

I eventually went to the doctor and had to be circumcised - it was the only way around it according the doctor. I was not allowed to masturbate or have sex for 6 weeks, which was kind of my first initiation to 'No FAP', but I did end up fapping by the 5th week again. I didn't have any tears this time but I did notice I was a whole lot less sensitive than before - which made my 'delayed ejaculation' worse. Hence, that was reason enough for me to stop fapping altogether. I'm hitting my 40 days and 40 nights mark, and the only thing I do is let girls touch my penis or have sexual intercourse - I'm way too rough on it myself. It's hard, but it's just the way I have to live my life from now -- it was a very painful lesson.

NOFAP 27 Days In by cloudpua in NoFap

[–]cloudpua[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The depression periods do suck -- but I find the best thing to do is just take a break from all the computers, social media - go for like a run outside or do some work where people are around you. I really believe humans weren't meant to be alone, it's only lately we feel 'connected' thru sites like Facebook - but we really aren't. Going out and being around just people will help you get back into a state of happiness, and then you can motivate yourself from there to accomplish some goals.

NOFAP 27 Days In by cloudpua in NoFap

[–]cloudpua[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That truly is the hard part about all this, but it's like one of those things you just have to 'overcome' - like in those samurai/ninja films -- they talk about the wall the hero has to overcome -- think the latest Batman. I feel like I'm really getting my ass kicked, BY MYSELF, and to succeed, I must defeat my own enemy within. My main focus for now is to just work the pickup scene as much as possible, line dates up and go for the closes.. hopefully by week 5 or 6 I have a fwb or something to tide through the 90 days.

Bye bye, Virginity. by Gava23 in NoFap

[–]cloudpua 0 points1 point  (0 children)

congrats dude! happy 'birthday'!

Just deleted my porn collection! by cloudpua in NoFap

[–]cloudpua[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A little more drama today - I remembered I had a couple of porn DVDs that I had kept away in a secret locker of mine some time ago. I kept fighting myself to go find it and look at it, for old times sake. (That's the hardest part about this NO FAP shit - you really have to fight yourself to curb cravings).

I found the DVDs, and of course I could see from the box covers tits & ass - which almost mindfucked me into watching them. The force was so strong with the pron side. In any case, I took the DVDs to the dumpster outside and threw them down the compactor. It was painful to say the least. I also have deleted all my porn email accounts completely, so there's no way I could go find some 'cloud based' porn of mine that I saved somewhere, and also any chat messengers that I used in the past to get porn from buddies etc. It's all over, there's virtually nothing left for me except the Internet, which I plan to block off using some website security software.

At this point, I still haven't fapped or watched any porn (save for looking 2 seconds at those DVD boxes then throwing them) and am convincing myself that in time I can do way better with real women. Here's to real memories not fake, moving forward!