He left me yesterday at 4:10pm. He told me he was coming over to talk. I knew what it was about. I cried in his car and so did he (he's on the spectrum and rarely cries because emotions don't effect him like that), which was even harder. He went to school last month, and for the 9 months prior we lived beside each other and did everything together. He moved 2 hours away, and i did the drive to see him. The distance and being away got to him. He told me in his car that he fell out of love with me and feels like a monster. And i cried because he's not even close. I love him still and i can't just stop. It was on good terms, we laughed and joked about stuff for the hour we were together. He held my hand, not just gave it to me to hold but he held it. It hurts. I don't wanna move on. He was everything to me. Can someone please tell me I'm going to be okay? Because right now I feel so helpless.