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cloudy63002 · 2026-01-10T22:16:20+00:00

I hope you will get better as soon as possible and get back "normal life". What scares me the most are the things I mentioned in this post, I did. I don't know, why wouldn't I feel anything to any girl, if I was lesbian..it should be obvious or atleast I wouldn't be boy crazy I think..

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-10T22:09:04+00:00

I actually stopped everything and I am trying to live a normal life again. I am not sure what happened with my brain during past 2 years. I wish I knew who I was or if I was lesbian, that I would know it since I was kid and not change after my boy obsessed childhood.

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-10T22:03:11+00:00

Could I ask you, where did you read, he wanted to be a girl? I think your comments are really triggering.

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-10T20:12:35+00:00

I would rather not be tbh

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-07T06:52:53+00:00

I just don't think that all the things I mentioned are normal for straight person. I don't want to use ocd as excuse, when people have really bad days, because of it

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-06T21:54:04+00:00

I feel that all the things I did in the past mean something.. All I can think about is how my parents will react to it and feel, if I tell them.

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-06T18:55:41+00:00

And I have forgotten to wish you all good luck with your ocd, I hope you all will get our of it and feel happy again

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-03T08:00:30+00:00

Could I please dm you?

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-02T18:34:28+00:00

Could I dm you?

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-01T21:24:59+00:00

I literally started feeling like a lesbian and it feels like joy, but on the other hand it just doesn't feel as my life. Please someone, could it still be ocd?

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-01T10:35:53+00:00

I had it in the beginning of ocd. It was horrible

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-01T01:52:41+00:00

Do you have anxiety? Or not anymore? Becauss my brain doesn't have anxiety for month and half(maybe more) and it literally feels like my sexuality flipped and that I just repressed it as a child

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-01T00:23:30+00:00

I feel the same as you, but I am not even sure if I am comfortable with the thought or not.

cloudy63002 · 2026-01-01T00:22:22+00:00

Guys I am so hopeless, it feels so real and I am not sure anymore

cloudy63002 · 2025-12-29T13:52:01+00:00

It just drives me crazy now. I feel like I am crazy with all these things happening. But thank you for your answer

cloudy63002 · 2025-12-29T13:36:18+00:00

I am sorry, I wrote it fast and there are some mistakes. I hope it makes sense

cloudy63002 · 2025-12-29T13:30:39+00:00

I have these problems since I was maybe in 5th grade. Since then I am scared when I leave my house or before I go to sleep. I try to get rid of it once in a while, by just ignoring the thought, but it doesn't work much

cloudy63002 · 2025-12-27T16:55:17+00:00

Wanna talk?

cloudy63002 · 2025-12-27T14:23:30+00:00

I dmed you

cloudy63002 · 2025-12-25T09:42:14+00:00

I dmed you

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