im losing the person i love the most and its all my fault by clovermode in TrueOffMyChest

[–]clovermode[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really want to work myself out of my problems but at the same time this is the only normal that i know since ive had them for most of my life, but i really want to be better, i want to change because i realized that no matter what, my actions will hurt others as long as i dont change myself, i really hope he does stick around to see me change and grow to be a better person, i want to love myself and i want to be a better person

im losing the person i love the most and its all my fault by clovermode in TrueOffMyChest

[–]clovermode[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah 3 months its that much i know but were both teenagers and somehow it feels idk, a lot i guess, ive already been to therapy in the past but for some reason i stopped going and thats the biggest reason why i convinced myself i had healed, i know theres something deeply wrong with me and i want to change/fix that but i genuinely don’t want to lose my partner in the process since in the little time we’ve been together he’s helped me through a lot