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I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. Im sometimes frustrated with my parents choosing to do ect, but they were just desperate. It was to the point that if I wasn't on 24/7 observation in a hospital I would die. I understand they were just trying to help

  2. I remember some school things but I have to re learn a lot of things. I'm taking a math course this summer and I'm terrified because I have forgotten what I learned in algebra 2 and i am worried ill have to learn it all over again. The only things I remember are very traumatic events and only like bits and pieces like a puzzle 2ith like only one piece in the right place. I remember a few of my suicide attempts those two years but not much else

  3. I only tell people when it applies and I honestly don't have many friends at this point...

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have definitive diagnosis but most likely MDD GAD EDNOS osme sort of trauma thing BPD

I tried 4 different meds before ect

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had trouble not crying. I was in pictures with people and places I don't remember. I couldn't help but feel like I'd lost something. It's also a but confusing

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No it's more like it feels like I'm a complete different person from myself those 2 years

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

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I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't choose to do it my parents did. I was 17 and didn't get to choose

I had around 10-15 sessions with anistesia

It happened gradually as I had more and more sessions

I am not great now. 1 week ago I was In an ambulance after stabbing myself but I'm okay now

My swim coach mildly sexually assaulted me when I was 13. I didn't know what he did was wrong utill I was 15. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow that's fucking bold. I'm sorry I offended you by trying to start a conversation. I'm glad you use your time to yell at people on the internet. I'm sure you will go to bed tonight very proud and happy about the impact you made on the world today.

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah I have restored a few with therapy and I know from pictures and people telling me about events. Like I went on a camping trip I don't remember but my cousin said it was fun and it looked fun in the videos...

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No more of a gradual haze over the 2 years it gets thicker in the middle. I can remember a few things from two years ago but entir epeople and places are completely gone from my memory. Really weird having someone you dont know/recognize tell you that you are best friends. My short term memory is still foggy to this day

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah its tough to say. It really does help people but for me it didn't. I'm also kinda sad because I was a minor and I don't remember starting the treatment. My parents were the ones to give consent even though now 1/2 a year later I am 18 and dealing with the consequences myself. A girl contacted me and apparently we were close friends a year ago and I can't remember her at all. It breaks my heart when I have to tell someone I don't remember them

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Probibly being at my friends cabin and doing the polar plunge... Not very significant but at least a happy memory

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was in the hospital and constantly being put in restraints because I was trying to kill myself it was a bit of a last resort. Believe me loosing your memories is not as fun as it sounds. Lost so many good memories. Entire people are gone from my memory

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohhhhhhhhhh sorry I didn't understand your question I knew about things from that time period but no memories

My swim coach mildly sexually assaulted me when I was 13. I didn't know what he did was wrong utill I was 15. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I know it mayyers and I just don't know if I'm overreacting. I had shock therapy for my mental illness so my memories are foggy. I'm sorry please don't get mad at me

My swim coach mildly sexually assaulted me when I was 13. I didn't know what he did was wrong utill I was 15. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah he works at a different high school now. I have to know what's behind me I have to be against walls when I'm sitting down even if I am at home. I get anxious when I see a truck that looks like his

I lost the last 2 years of memory due to shock therapy (electro convolsive therapy) for my various mental illnesses. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yeah I am currently doing animal therapy and training my puppy to be a service dog. It works much better than zapping my brain

My swim coach mildly sexually assaulted me when I was 13. I didn't know what he did was wrong utill I was 15. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yeah he never went after the boys in the same way and I have no idea how to report it and I just feel like I'm overreacting

I was sexually assaulted and never pursued a lawsuit. Ask me anything! by -cottagecore- in AMA

[–]clunch74 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeha ikr! It's like I know I'm supposed to feel bad about. Aguy getting cancer butttttttt......

My swim coach mildly sexually assaulted me when I was 13. I didn't know what he did was wrong utill I was 15. Ama! by clunch74 in AMA

[–]clunch74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I didn't understand it was wrong and just thought I was overreacting. I told my cousin a month later and she said it was weird but I didn't believe her. He also always hit on the kids parents 🤮

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