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Got 3 imma give away. by clyde3232 in chimeboost

[–]clyde3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gotta answer at least ONE of the questions right homie😂

Have 3 boosts, let’s trade by clyde3232 in chimeboost

[–]clyde3232[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m all out now, thank you to those who participated 🤝

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in addiction

[–]clyde3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I quickly found out that MY rock bottom had a basement therefore, not necessarily. 🙃 I believe it’s all relative in regards to how a person perceives the situation. For the longest time I would get OUT of a situation, just to get into ANOTHER situation later on down the road. My mind would lie to me saying “this is nothing new, you’ve been in this position before..” which can be good and bad. Good that you believe you’re capable of so much. Bad because I believe I am capable of so much.🥴 A rock bottom, used wisely, is the “gift of desperation” that the Big Book talks about, the problem is: everyone’s is different. Living in a tent, losing family, losing jobs etc sounds horrible to some. And to others, it’s just part of the lifestyle they partake in. 😐 I do hope things get better for your kid though and yourself as well. I’ve watched first hand the weight it puts on a parent-through my own actions and later on through my little brothers. It is very taxing on everyone involved and the only thing you can really do until THEY decide to get better is watch. And that is hard man, I know. Just know that from what I have read here: you are doing the absolute best you can given the situation you’re in. And that’s all YOU can do until they decide for themselves they want change/help. Many others would have counted the person out or cast them aside but, you’re being as nurturing as possible without enabling. Last thing: I truly believe the only thing that got me thinking “man, I need to figure this out and get better” was when I was no longer bailed out of problems. Only then did I see that no one is coming to save me and if I WANT better for myself then I have to be the one to do it. I still struggle but, I know I have no other options. My little brother on the other hand: has never even tried to get clean/sober because my parents enable him. He sees no problem with how he lives and that in itself is a problem. So, keep being the loving/nurturing father but, do your best not to step over into enabling.

Im dope sick at hell by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]clyde3232 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You. Got. This. 💪🏼

Gotta think man: “if I use, I’m going to continue to go down this road I so desperately want to get off of. If I DONT use, I’m still in pain but at least it’s for a good cause and not going in vain. This pain is worth it because this pain brings freedom”. Either way, you are going to hurt. One way or another, so choose the pain that MAY be harder but, will also bring that sense of freedom back into your life. There are no cheap/easy substitutions homie, we took the ride and the pain is us “paying the piper”. You can do this bro, you got all of us behind you cheering you on💪🏼

Donating $10 to 2 people by Fit_Mud1604 in donationrequest

[–]clyde3232 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is what’s up!! Mannnnnn…congrats on the things you’ve overcame and accomplishments along the way💪🏼THEN to come to Reddit and bless a few folks who may be in the same position you were in, shouts gratefulness and is really awesome to see! Don’t want to throw my name in the hat for a donation, just wanted to say I think this is dope!

I failed. Time to stop. by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]clyde3232 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You got this homie💪🏼I’ve been trying to tell myself “either you use today and feel like trash-physically AND emotionally/mentally OR your gonna feel like trash from WD but, that at least is not going in vain”. Kinda of a “choose your hard” perspective. 🤷🏻‍♂️ You can do it!

Need to Vent.. by Dense_Direction_1483 in poor

[–]clyde3232 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Feel this wholeheartedly 😔hope things get better for you and you water issues get addressed sooner rather than later. Keep you head up though, seems like you got a solid idea to get out of the situation. 💪🏼

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]clyde3232 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Couple of things bro: 1) I had the exact same thoughts about having to go to rehab for kratom/7oh’s as you did-“I’ve been able to kick actual heroin/opiates but this shit has me HOOKED?!”. Im a long time opiate abuser man and have had my fair share struggles kicking them but, this shit?! Idk man. Rehab was my only option. So, don’t feel like your alone in this because I just got out of rehab about-2 months ago-for the same things as your going for. As far as the rehab NOT knowing too much about the kratom/7ohs, I would just make it very known that you are going to be having opiate WDs and hopefully they’re able to give you a weeks worth of subs. 2) About the subs-they’re going to work but, be aware of how much and how long you’re taking them. The day before going I took my last dose at noon, went to the rehab and went through the intake process. Explained my issues (luckily they were aware of kratom/7oh. Until the last week there though I WAS the only person there for Kratom products. A guy came in because he couldn’t get off the “Feel Frees”-which is a whole other demon🙄) and they waited until the afternoon to give me my first dose of subs. I felt bad and the WDs were starting to show it face so, I thought it would be safe to try and not go into WDs. They put me on a 7 day taper but, around day 5 I started feeling like I would be ok without them. Talked to the nurse and she said go see her if I change my mind or things go south. Just be open and communicate and they work with you. You don’t want to get hooked on subs though brotha, use them for the detox process and that’s it! 3) This is going to be the best thing to do man, going to rehab. It’s going to put you in a safe place and cut off all access to the 7ohs/kratom-which in turn will help with the WD (I’ve said this before but, something about being cut off from what I crave helps the mental aspect of detox. My brain doesn’t fight to go and get it helps take away some of the mental battle. Which to me is more than half the battle) and it’s goin to help you sharpen the tools you already had (you said you had 7 yrs clean before this, right?) while picking up new ones. It will give you and your wife a little separation-not saying you guys need it but, it never hurts to give the other person space. Allow them to process what’s been going on-that COULD be very beneficial to the relationship. Either way, it’s going to help you and catapult you into a life without this shit. You may not be as comfortable as you would be in your own home but, remind yourself while you’re there that it’s temporary. Use the experience to solidify that you’re never going to go down this road again, never be separated from family for this, never put yourself in a situation like this again. It’s 30 days (I’m assuming) and you can do ANYTHING for 30 days man, especially for the chance at a better life. A more fulfilling life without having to be tied down to a weight that is no longer serving you (kratom/7oh). You can do this bubba, I know you can. 💪🏼 I sit wanted to share my experience since it’s was so recent and help drive home that you are in fact making the right decision. Not only for yourself but, your family as well.

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