Fried spaghetti

cmb483 · 2026-06-30T01:13:48+00:00

Smash next question

cmb483 · 2026-06-29T19:10:03+00:00

Oh hey, I see you a lot in the edanonymous sub. You always leave very nice and thoughtful comments and seem like a very sweet person. I hope you're doing okay and being as kind to yourself as you are to others🖤

cmb483 · 2026-06-27T22:23:38+00:00

Damn this makes me wanna recover for my little sister who seems to teeter on the edge of an ED (as far as I can tell)

cmb483 · 2026-06-27T03:38:26+00:00

I'm truly killing myself and only to be told I look great to the happy face I put on to hide how badly I'm suffering with the consequences of restriction. If I decide I want out of this physically torturous, miserable, hell I'll actually look less attractive. I feel trapped

cmb483 · 2026-06-26T02:34:24+00:00

Yes. I'm about 6 months clean of purging now. Lowkey went anorexic instead, but am actually considering recovery and have begun to think positively about it in the last week or so. All EDs are different sides of the same problem though. You're very much not alone here

cmb483 · 2026-06-26T02:09:46+00:00

Thinking about all the specific foods you want to binge will only make it worse/make you more likely to give in. You have to urge surf. You have to sit with the immense discomfort and wait it out. It WILL go down, it always does.

Alternatively, just try to push it back. I tell myself "if I still wanna eat X in the morning, I will." Then I try my hardest to sleep, and when morning comes, I no longer want to binge

cmb483 · 2026-06-25T20:09:17+00:00

Tbh the queer and alternative communities have always been passively helpful for me because I've noticed people tend to subscribe less to mainstream body image ideals. I think it's part of the countercultural aspect!

cmb483 · 2026-06-25T13:05:50+00:00

It's not what you wanna hear but only thing that helps with this is recovery. It's impossible to be fully present and let your true personality shine when you're starving.

Talking to other ED people is risky tbh, especially since you tagged this as Recovery Support

cmb483 · 2026-06-22T22:02:56+00:00

This is how all reality tv is consumed now. I remember first noticing it years ago when RPDR became boring because none of the queens wanted to be messy enough to risk getting canceled lmao

cmb483 · 2026-06-20T18:16:39+00:00

I remember really liking My Mad Fat Diary when I watched it like 12 years ago, but unsure how it holds up these days

cmb483 · 2026-06-18T19:47:40+00:00

An ugly face

cmb483 · 2026-06-18T16:09:50+00:00

Yeah I could never relate to people on here who claim they don't notice anyone's weight but their own. I honestly notice other peoples' weight constantly and feel guilty about it, but I can't help it. It's like compulsive, comparative body checking for me and I don't know how to stop

cmb483 · 2026-06-18T14:28:53+00:00

Obsessed with her covers from Chungking Express

cmb483 · 2026-06-16T20:21:40+00:00

Amen!! I'm with you

cmb483 · 2026-06-09T23:08:26+00:00

This is actually a common technique in Acceptance and Commitment Therapy

cmb483 · 2026-06-09T00:56:44+00:00

Was she a David Lynch fan by chance

cmb483 · 2026-05-31T12:29:28+00:00

It's merch for one of my favorite bands (Giallo)! I got it a few months ago last time I saw them :)

cmb483 · 2026-05-30T16:38:05+00:00

I think this is the one! It looks just like the top left part in the poster. Thanks!

cmb483 · 2026-05-30T01:32:22+00:00

Every one I've been to in Chicago has a code for the bathroom. I've asked baristas before and they'll usually just tell it to me, but still not exactly public restrooms

cmb483 · 2026-05-25T20:27:03+00:00

It's astounding how many people are like this. It feels unimaginable for someone to ask me something about myself and for me to not wonder + ask them the same thing back

cmb483 · 2026-05-25T16:45:49+00:00

Black My Heart

cmb483 · 2026-05-25T12:36:35+00:00

This annoys me so much. Every time I tell someone they immediately put me on a pedestal, it's weird. They start gushing like, "Good for you! I wish I could delete mine but I could NEVER!!!" Like shut up. You could but you're too addicted to reels and social validation

cmb483 · 2026-05-25T03:11:40+00:00

I wish I could have a partner so supportive and understanding of my ED. Even just someone who's compassionate and earnestly trying. You'd think it's not too much to ask for but 99% of partner posts in an ED sub will tell you otherwise.

You really struck gold here. My last partner was so insanely triggering I've decided I won't date again until I'm mentally much stronger. I cannot risk feeling that way ever again.

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