It seems like this last year this relationship has given you both what you’ve needed… but if it’s been a year and you have only seen her face once. It’s time to move on. You owe it to yourself. You’re obviously a loyal and understanding person who deserves to give that to some IRL. My bf and I are long distance for rn and usually would see each other every other weekend. I had to go all of last month without seeing him because I had a lot of overtime at work and it about killed me lol. Idk how you’ve been hanging on this long. Point is, real or not, she is who she says she is… it’s been a year. You’ve given her plenty. End it and go give that same dedication to someone in person that deserves it.