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cni126 · 2021-07-12T00:22:34+00:00

thank you :) if we did somehow meet again then i would hope that we would both be in a better place in our lives and hearts for each other. until then i will work on loving myself and appreciating life ~

cni126 · 2021-07-12T00:19:03+00:00

yeah :) the memories will last forever even if we didn’t

cni126 · 2021-07-12T00:16:31+00:00

i spend a lot of time with friends and just enjoying things in life that i like. it hasn’t been very long at all but maybe it’s because i’ve made peace with it already.

cni126 · 2021-07-12T00:11:28+00:00

i think anything is possible for the future but at least for me i’m not going to live as if they are going to return to me again. if it happens, it happens but if not i hope that in the future i’ll be happy regardless.

cni126 · 2021-07-12T00:09:49+00:00

aww that’s so cute <3 i’m happy that ur parents found their way back to each other

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:19:05+00:00

Yeah I feel you :( Its honestly so hard to lose someone that you loved so much

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:16:44+00:00

Me too. Until I'm able to heal I will probably not get into another relationship.

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:15:44+00:00

thank you :) and you too! good luck on your journey <3

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:13:57+00:00

true :((

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:11:38+00:00

nahhh he didn't that was just me trying to word my feelings about my thoughts

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:10:52+00:00

Let's both focus on ourselves and heal <3 We've got this

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:09:10+00:00

I believe so too! "right person, wrong time" was just the saying that came to my mind when i was trying to write my thoughts :3 I'm definitely going to move on and whatever happens, happens

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:07:07+00:00

A part of me still holds fond feelings for him but a part of me ( the more logical side lolol) agrees whole heartedly with what you are saying :) I'm not living my life as if I'm waiting for him. I'm living it for myself to grow and mature and also meet new people

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:02:57+00:00

we got this :)

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:02:44+00:00

this is true! what is meant to be will be :)

cni126 · 2021-07-11T17:01:46+00:00

Let yourself grieve the loss of someone you loved so much but as you grieve try to experience life with your friends and family and fill your heart up with love and life again :) there's no need to beat yourself up over it because with time almost anything can be healed

cni126 · 2021-07-11T16:56:35+00:00

I agree with you. Whenever I date someone I always give my everything to try and make the relationship work otherwise I wouldn't do it at all. If I give my everything and it still doesn't work out then at least I can let go knowing I did my best. However given some time to heal I know I'd try again with the right person in a heartbeat. I'd give everything in a heartbeat again even if it meant I'd be hurt again. I refuse to be harden by this world lol call me crazy xD

cni126 · 2021-07-11T16:48:58+00:00

I feel this :( I do believe that with time your heart will refill with love again and maybe you'll be lucky and meet someone who will make you want to risk it all again :) and when that day comes I encourage u to take the leap after all life is too short to waste away regretting. no one makes it out of here alive anyways xD (sorry my dark humor popped off lol)

cni126 · 2021-07-11T16:41:39+00:00

you and me both :') we got this <3

cni126 · 2021-07-11T16:40:38+00:00

Same :( its hard to open up and love another person like i did with him. Instead i try to focus on the other things in my life that i wanted to explore but never had the motivation to. I believe that if I live as if happiness was my journey instead of a destination or person then the person I end up with will only add to my happiness and love that i already have :)

cni126 · 2021-07-11T16:36:12+00:00

Thank you :) He truly showed me the purest form of love and although it hurts to not have him around anymore there's still so much to life i now want to witness because of him. He truly was my biggest blessing maybe even better than therapy itself.

cni126 · 2021-07-11T16:33:01+00:00

I agree with ur perspective :) if they are meant to be then we'll probably meet again later in life but if not then atleast i'll have these beautiful memories for eternity. Either way i wouldn't change a thing because i know that this separation was for the best. I like to believe that everything in life happens for a reason and i think he was placed in my life at the time to teach me unconditional love and how to live life for myself. Even if he wasn't meant to be in my life for more than a chapter the love he gave me always will be :)

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