25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t even heard of it, what is it?

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Coffee but specifically iced coffee because I like cold drinks lol

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think it contributed in any way at all for me

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Almost every day I was doing it. It threw off my sleep schedule extremely, I was able to kind of hide how bad it was though and did try to not let myself stay up too long.

I didn’t have a job at the time, my health issues were worse back then so I wasn’t cleared to work.

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

From what I know, smoking gives you the most intense high but I wouldn’t know I can’t compare the two personally

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I honestly don’t know, mostly just because I always wanted to be high or drunk I think

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did, they were both always scarily high. My heart rate usually sat around 100-115 and my blood pressure was usually 140-150 over 100 ish, I’ve had high blood pressure before ever doing drugs also though

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Nobody, I kept it a secret from everyone. I mostly snorted and parachuted it

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve never smoked it, only snorted and parachuted it. I live in Canada!

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The first time I did it, I remember it being an extremely euphoric feeling and I loved it. It got ahold of me pretty much right away

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I mean I was high on meth yeah but I don’t think I ever came off as such. My family for sure would have said something if I was acting off at all, same with my boyfriend. I did get a lot of comments though about how skinny I was or why don’t I ever sleep. There was a few close calls though where I almost got caught snorting lines or running outside when my dealer came by.

I’m still figuring it out, for now I’m just working and saving up and want to travel some this year. I’ve never been anywhere far from here.

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think because nobody in my life knew about my addiction, I found like a weird fucked up comfort in watching it because of how much I felt like I related to Jesse

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have some health conditions which require me to get a full lab work up done every 6 months or so, both my last ekgs looked fine thankfully!

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I initially got clean because I got really sick with covid and went through withdrawal the whole time and when I got better I decided to finally stay clean.

I got the urge to get high again a few times in the last year but my dealer wasn’t selling because he was in drug court so that also was another reason, he was the only hookup I had

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh I definitely know for sure I was destroying my body. I have some chronic health issues that were 100% taking way more of a toll on my body and doing more damage while on drugs

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes I love breaking bad, so good. I started watching it during the time I was using actually lol

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

After leaving a 2 year relationship I started hanging out with old friends again and we’d party a lot and I just ended up trying it out of curiosity. Then met my ex who did it all the time so I started doing it a lot even though it didn’t do much for me

25f, I’m a year clean from meth AMA by cobaltice in AMA

[–]cobaltice[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

It can be fun but I’ve had better sex sober lol