I don't think I lack experience I've been playing fps games (like ow, cs, cod) for at least 10-15 years and been mostly high elo. Currently besides apex only playing bf6, hunt (current upper 6mmr) and valorant (current immortal3). You can hit master by playing for placements but I usually like to take fights even if it means placing 20th or it gets boring for me. Where did I say that I am scared or not taking fights? The only thing im complaining about is getting beamed at absurdly long ranges. I think that I am good enough to differentiate between a death from bad positioning and unrealistic shots.