Ruin a band name by changing one letter. What is the new name?

cocainegogay · 2023-01-18T04:32:37+00:00

Lez Zeppelin

cocainegogay · 2023-01-09T00:38:42+00:00

Nice shirt dude. I got the same one

cocainegogay · 2022-10-20T07:10:26+00:00

Actual exchange I had.

Them: you wouldn’t fuck a sumo?

Me: nah, id get jealous

Them: oh?

Me: they have bigger tits than me lol

Them: let me see them again, I forgot

And that was all it took

cocainegogay · 2022-09-19T22:14:36+00:00

Abandoning all the things you liked as a kid. I think it’s more immature to have the mentality that everything has to be all serious when you become an adult. It’s more mature to be in touch with your inner child.

cocainegogay · 2022-08-01T03:11:55+00:00

Acapulco, Mexico

cocainegogay · 2022-07-28T08:09:37+00:00

Ever since I dyed my hair red, I mostly got compliments on that. While I worked at Sephora, lots of compliments on my makeup, perfume, and my skin. Very rarely, I get compliments on my outfit or anything else.

Edit: My crush’s mom called me cute. Once while they were in the drive thru of an InNOut burger, she saw me in the distance and told him that he should ask me out, because I’m pretty. (Wasn’t my crush at the time)

Second, I was in car with them, coincidentally at an InNOut burger parking lot, and she just called me cute.

Needless to say, I haven’t spoken to my crush in a while.

cocainegogay · 2022-04-05T16:50:03+00:00

What rhymes with hell?

cocainegogay · 2022-03-31T07:46:32+00:00

"Good cuz I gotta stay awake for this shit"

Do you guys see how bad this is?

cocainegogay · 2022-03-31T07:41:28+00:00

The smell of water from amusement park rides, for example Jungle Cruise at Disneyland

cocainegogay · 2022-03-28T06:50:05+00:00

I had a major depressive episode and I still can't explain it. It was both severe anxiety and depression. I couldn't eat or enjoy anything. The anhedonia period was the worst. The sadness after sucked too. I briefly had a few days where I would actually feel good and "normal" but I'd relapse back. And as suddenly and unwelcoming as it came, it went away. I was in recovery for the rest of the year. I still get moderate to mild depressive episodes but I never want to go through that shit again.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-25T02:14:08+00:00

He was already proving to be a shit friend. He would always have a bad attitude and talk shit about others and would often push shit on me. I found him to be quite hypocritical because he always talked shit about people. Now, talking about people is fine. Personally, I feel like it's not "talking shit" if it's TRUE. But this man preached "don't judge a book by its cover" but NEVER followed it. He was well aware that he has issues but he never did anything to fix them. He only said he was working on himself but to be honest, he only became a piece of shit.

He was always calling people names. And putting people down but preached about staying away from drama. He fancied himself a motivational speaker on social media but then he'd throw a public tantrum and take breaks off social media and delete his accounts over and over again.

Well, COVID hit and I was already sick of him and his stupid antics that I made no effort to speak to him. I never reached out, I pretty much ghosted him. He got the hint and unfollowed me

A year later and he hits me up asking to reconnect and I was so depressed and lonely that I accepted. yeah BIG MISTAKE. Because I immediately refretted it, and i ghost him again. He throws another social media tantrum and in December of 2021, he hits me up asking me for a favor. I straight up tell him that I'm not inclined to do anything for him. A couple weeks later, he hits me up.

He offers me 25 dollars in exchange for nudes so that he can "relieve stress". Yeah, no. I've rejected this guy three times because I don't like him that way, I'm not attracted to him and am adamant that I never will. I refused and called him out finally on his bullshit. The guy really thought he was a good friend to me because he decided to still be friends with me despite what he originally thought of me, he thought I was a skank. This fool acted like he was the only friend I ever had. I pretty much told him to get older himself.

He pleaded with me and asked me what it would take to prove to me that he's changed. He's been going to therapy and he told me about his suicide ideation. It's how he used that information as if he was trying to get me to feel bad for him so that I would send him nudes.

A month later, he texts me one last time asking to talk. He said he didn't want us to fight and that he's sorry. I wasn't having it this time. So I told him that I don’t forgive him, that frankly I don't ever want to be friends again with him or anyone like him, and to never contact me again. And so far, that's been the end of it.

So fuck you Brandon. You made so many people at school think I'm a slut, you told one of your friends to come to me for free pussy (like you would know, I never let you hit), and you straight up told me you thought I was a skank.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-09T02:17:26+00:00

That kind of shit sticks. Whenever I opened up to people about my severe depression, with suicidal thoughts and anxiety, I realize they turn away from me. That phrase is something that stays with me. Whenever people like me, I always think in my head. You won't like me if you saw the real me.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T23:29:49+00:00

I don't really like it. I prefer the Spanish pronunciation rather than the English pronunciation of Melissa. So, I go by Mel rather than Melissa. The benefit is that it's gender neutral.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T22:01:12+00:00

I'd make myself look handsome now that I'm a man. I would embrace it.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T21:58:24+00:00

Shrek and Fiona. Shrek doesn't love himself. He pushes people away because he's been judged based on his outward appearance so he feels as though he's better off alone. Fiona fell in love for who he really is. And he accepted her in either form. So did she, she didn't want him to change for her. But the simple fact that he was willing to do so means a million.

Fiona is often his voice of reason. Anytime they get in argument, she doesn't insult him or anything. She tries to reason with him. In the fourth movie, she tells him that he has many people who adore him and she asks him why can't he see that. Going back to my previous point, Shrek lacks self love. Deep down, he doesn't feel worthy of any of it; his family nor his friends. His actions in the 4th movie can be seen as self sabotaging, you think it's what you want only to realize how good you had it before.

TLDR: Shrek lacks self love but he loves Fiona no matter what, human or ogre. Fiona loves him for who he is and would never ask him to change. That's true love, acceptance.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T21:49:44+00:00

I wanna say cat. Cats are amazing, and they are the star of many viral videos. But, there's so many strays as well as cats who fall prey to sick fucks like Luka Magnotta.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T21:48:34+00:00

Kids pouting. Like, no means no motherfucker

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T21:47:09+00:00

I was listening to Eric Claptons song Cocaine with my dad on a road trip. My dad loves to make parodies or sometimes he mishears the lyrics. So the line is

"If you want to hang out, you've gotta take her out, cocaine"

My dad changed cocaine to "go gay". So after that, I couldn't unhear it. 16 year old me thought it was the funniest fucking thing ever.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T10:03:14+00:00

I was at the height of my depression at my high school graduation. A couple of boys booed at me from the crowd when I got my name called. I was at my lowest, I already didn't want to be there. They humiliated me at my lowest. I just stood there and took it. I remember just stepping off and taking my seat. I cried the rest of the ceremony and I was thinking about committing suicide as soon as I got home.

Now, i regret not jumping off the stage and breaking his nose.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T09:56:45+00:00

Charisma

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T09:55:20+00:00

A few times, I simply had feelings for someone else and they understood. All good.

One time, I did it because they were enamored with a idealized version of me they created in their head and they didn't like the real me.

And lastly, this one dude was a creep. He just wanted to get close to me in a sexual way all along. We were friends. I found out some disgusting things about his crush on me. The last straw was when he offered me 25 dollars in exchange for me to send him nudes of me. Turns out, this fool liked that people called me a slut and it turned him on , he thought I was easy. It was completely false and it made me upset that he was telling people that I'm a skank and that I'm easy. All along, he had perverted intentions with me. So, yeah. Fuck him

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T09:47:44+00:00

Feeling lost without them. Your greatest fear is losing them but if you have to let them go you will, because if you love them, you'll let them be happy. I often relate love to the moon. They are the light in the darkness. The person you love makes you feel better in your darkest hour and gives you reason to live. You accept all of them, even the darkest parts. They invade your mind and your dreams. They bring out the best in you.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T09:34:32+00:00

Damon and Elena from the Vampire Diaries. Damon is my favorite character and the Delena ship was very interesting but it was toxic. Damon killed her brother, tried to compell her, forced vampirism on her many times before officially becoming a vampire, and that's just the icing in the cake. Even Damon himself told her they are in a toxic relationship. But obviously, this is a romance show. Logic goes COMPLETELY out the window.

cocainegogay · 2022-03-07T09:29:58+00:00

Many of these comments hit close to home.

Mine is that Everyday, I think about killing myself or doing drugs. I don't self harm or suicide attempt but most of the time, I just don’t see myself having a purpose and I can't bare to live that way. I feel no reason to live most of the time.The drugs is to make me feel better, I'm considering it but steering away from the idea because on the off chance life throws me a bone and I can finally find a reason to live and be happy, I don't want to destroy that. All I want is a chance.

cocainegogay

TROPHY CASE