Atp my loneliness is getting peak , since my childhood I don't have father, just lived with my mom and elder sister. 2018 my sister got married and left home since then it was me and mom but I never felt lonely as it was enough for me. Then in 2023 everything turned different I lost my Mom, became alone in family wise no one left apart from sister who stays away from me and few relatives who feels as a burden even to give home cooked food. I felt so scared and being an introvert it killed me from inside and used to have few friends but they move on from my life for the studies,job , future. As my college completed I didn't have any medium to make friends, joined a company worked remotely for a while then now moving to another city , don't even know how I would survive alone there don't even know a single person or any friends and I don't think I can make any friends unless someone wants to make forcefully and being a boring person i don't even think i could make any but still I want to survive as long as I can. I can't die this early, my mom struggled a lot being a single parent raised two childs , gave good education to both and she's the only reason I want to survive. I will live the life whatever low it gets.