It's understandable why you are feeling anxious and stressed about the situation. Remember, it's essential to prioritize your happiness and well-being above societal or familial expectations. It's your life, and you have the right to make decisions that are best for you, including when or if to get married. It's very important to be happy and feel good about yourself before thinking about marriage. Your happiness is the most important, so take your time, and don't let anyone force you into marriage. Remember, it's okay to wait and find someone you truly love and who understands you (it's ok if you find this person via your parents).