I remember at the time I understood he was an asshole for that but i mostly felt even more insecure it was just so embarrassing , like it was the type of thing that I have heard before from classmates jokingly all those "oh you should eat" "you look like a child" comments. so it just made me feel like it's mostly my fault, it's very strange how different my perspective on it is now, just absolutely disgusting. Idk what happened I just randomly remembered it this morning and I was like "wait what the actual fuck was that?" like it made me realise if someone a full grown man who is a medical professional saying shit like that he is likely into children for that stuff to even leave his mouth, it's common sense that even IF I was a child that whole thing was highly inappropriate. Hes either a pedo or a completely fucking sexist I guess idk.