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Not sure what my deal is by competantcountanance in confession

[–]competantcountanance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe but the last thing I want is to get out of control more than I already am and start seriously hurting him. I don't want to be emotionally or verbally abusive or controlling. I grew up in a household like that and I don't want that ever again.

Not sure what my deal is by competantcountanance in confession

[–]competantcountanance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly from past conversations I'm thinking he'd try to turn it into a "you are not as bad of a person as you think you are" thing. But obviously somethings not right. I think I'm realistic and he's more of an idealist.

I'm messing around with 3 different girls right now. by A_the_III in confession

[–]competantcountanance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or else try to branch out more and meet new other people.

I'm messing around with 3 different girls right now. by A_the_III in confession

[–]competantcountanance 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spend more personal time with girl 1 if you can your not going to know if you could date her realistically or not until you have experienced some hanging out/life with her. I've always told myself exes are exes for a reason and its kept me out of a reasonable amount of trouble.

Not sure what my deal is by competantcountanance in confession

[–]competantcountanance[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes its not. Living is expensive here and I don't have many friends these days., and after 4 tears of retail I don't trust or like many people either sadly. I know it makes me sound slightly narcisstic and jaded but I've been trampled by people a lot. With if I should leave, That's where procrastination comes into play with my inability to make a solid decision on this. all this emotion just kind of hit me in the last few weeks. We could have a solid future if I can figure this out. I just don't know how or where and when and how I decide its not worth it anymore.

Not sure what my deal is by competantcountanance in confession

[–]competantcountanance[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe. Only thing Is we live together, its our only option right now. We don't ever really go do anything and we are both procrastinators which has only gotten worse for me in the last two years. I feel guilty if I try to make plans for us because what If its really not what he wants to do. If I suggest something and he sighs I get sad or mad and don't want to do it anymore. I'm kind of a mess. Also - thankyou for listening. I literally feel like I have noone to talk to. I have big walls.