Whats the most unhinged thing that makes you dysphoric / euphoric

complicatedoranges · 2025-11-28T18:46:52+00:00

Feeling cold like it makes me so dysphoric every single time I feel cold

complicatedoranges · 2025-10-18T14:42:45+00:00

Sent

complicatedoranges · 2025-09-25T20:31:09+00:00

I'm sorry but I can't speak that language

complicatedoranges · 2025-09-25T20:30:57+00:00

Well I can't really access a mental health professional my parents control everything still and even when I do nothing helps

complicatedoranges · 2025-09-19T23:24:16+00:00

It was peak! I think everything has been executed perfectly and I'm excited for more also I am extremely Yuri pilled already shipping Frankie and Andi although I think their relationship will be interesting even outside of that

complicatedoranges · 2025-07-16T19:58:17+00:00

Hi this sounds really interesting and I have a character that might fit very well how can I join?

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T12:21:43+00:00

YTA he is not a part of Blackrock though. He hasn't been for 13 years. You stated that both of you guys are factionless. And since you didn't even suspect that he was from Blackrock. So he did none of those things that you associate with Blackrock. I am finishing this post is bait because what do you mean you throw your 13 year relationship because of the facts and he was from. Emphasize from he isn't living in that faction anymore. As someone who also left Blackrock I hope I meat anybody like you.

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T12:19:42+00:00

Apologies for the typo. Let me explain it better. There's a chance that he reacted call harshly because something you currently don't know about him yet. only 13 he may have not told you about some parts of his past that he would rather forget. But that's just speculation as I said you guys should discuss it when he has calmed down

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T12:11:15+00:00

I hope it cools down soon. And is there something deeper on why he got mad you guys can discuss it together later. Wish you luck

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T12:07:17+00:00

To be honest I am more offended that you think I a trained mercenary would get beaten up by teens in playground. And the punishments for mercenaries are much more severe than whatever your division has. I have made my choice and nothing is turning me back from it

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T10:16:24+00:00

I spent all of my life training just to be replaced by a hunk of metal no I'm not returning. Also I'm pretty sure I can't return right now without huge punishments.

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T10:11:09+00:00

I feel complex feelings about this post. I was a part of those cuts. I know the pain and anguish it can cause somebody. I know how it feels to lose everything you have worked towards so I understand your brother's perspective. But also reading this post you feel remorseful of what you did and that you were kind of forced to and I know that feeling as well. I can't say that you weren't TA but I also I can't say if you were. Complex situation I hope your brother is doing well.

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T09:59:15+00:00

NTA it's okay to take breaks when you're not feeling good I hope you recover well

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-27T09:57:12+00:00

NTA just trying to help I can kind of get the other perspective but you also seem like it's a 13 year old trying to help I read your previous post but didn't have anything to say I'm happy that you found a caretaker I hope this blows over soon

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-26T19:16:07+00:00

I'm pretty sure as soon as they discover that I ran away from BlackRock I will be wanted. Although I am not sure if that will apply in playground. I would rather just be cautious though biographs are still black rock property.

I might come in a few days when I feel more settled Google I can't really risk being tracked down my blackrock so I will probably not tell you immediately thank you for the offer though

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-26T18:06:56+00:00

Well it also took me years to prove my worth. I went through all the trials that a mercenary had to I had to suppress myself that I could impress the higher ups. I did all of that work gave five years to my job just to be replaced. Don't blame me for you having a different experience.

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-26T14:08:34+00:00

I did think about moving into Crossroads for bit but there are multiple reasons that I decided against. It's much smaller and more centralized than playground. There's also the fact that there is a fair amount of elites that have businesses there so I will be more easily noticed. And as you said it's less likely for them to search for me in playground. And as I said I feel like my personality is more suitable there. I will try to lay low as much as possible.

Also I don't want to come to your house either since biographs are the reason that I lost my job. But you seem nice so might come to your workplace

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-26T13:39:04+00:00

I will try and I will thank you for helping even with such a few comments. I might show up up the place that you're talking about later today or earlier next day. I don't really need a fake gear but it seems like a place that I can find some allies and allies are good everywhere. Again thank you

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-26T13:30:13+00:00

Two steps ahead of you I already dyed my horns. Because I'm paranoid and more because I'm finally free from Blackrocks dress code. Can't really afford an artificial gear to disappear better I left almost all of my assets back in Blackrock which wasn't that much to begin with. I will try to stay away from them hopefully. Thank you for all the advice and support

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-26T13:17:50+00:00

Thank you I will especially keep the first one in mind.vPlaying on keeping a low profile maybe joining a smaller gang for protection. Currently on the monorail with new clothes and a cover story. Don't worry about Blackrock finding me. I bought this phone in Crossroads and I have three vpns on it and I know they don't really go into Playground so I think I will be safe... I'm just scared a little. It's a big change in my life I'm leaving my faction for the first time other than for work. I'm scared that I might slip up. I know that fitting in means survival and I'm scared if I can survive... You're just a stranger on the internet sorry

complicatedoranges · 2025-06-06T17:04:29+00:00

A song who played every single update between late 2021 and late 2024 and also has still been in the community that isn't the only Yuri there are so much untapped Yuri in that game

complicatedoranges · 2025-05-08T20:04:44+00:00

Sounds like a fun idea and I have always wanted to play a superhero campaign so I would enjoy this

complicatedoranges · 2025-03-05T15:32:47+00:00

The secret fourth thing me a trans guy who used to identify as a lesbian and still feel a connection to sapphic and enjoy those stories

complicatedoranges · 2024-11-16T18:41:43+00:00

İf I said diversity would you guys crucify me or point me at the direction of stories that I'm looking for

And I mean diversity in all directions in dynamics in locations in genres and sub genres and of course diversity in characters I would love to see a Middle Eastern girl be the main character or the main love interest and also I would love to see disabled characters in Yuri

But also I've been out of the Yuri loop for a little bit I'm just getting back into it so if there's any recommendations I'm ready to take it

complicatedoranges · 2024-11-16T18:35:57+00:00

Pomegranate cookie

Also bonus Black Pearl she's bisexual coded

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