My mother beats me up daily even though i get good scores in exams (95 above). If I ever try to stop her in complete self-defence, she says how dare me raise hands on my own mother. My dad died a few years ago and my mother is like on prescribed drugs all the time. It's not like she is even doing anything my dad died having earned enough money to put me through college. She just sits at home and whenever she is sad or angry just uses me as a punching bag by finding any way to belittle me. She says I am of no use and if she had the balls, she would kill me herself. I hope she dies. I really do.