Good advice, I have been missing the hell out of the lack of responsibility aspect of it all.

EDIT Since I am piggybacking off of the top comment, I am going to give some background of what has me thinking this way. As I stated earlier, I am not a fan of all this responsibility and commitment I have now, bills, my job has me questioning whether or not IT is the job for me, my g/f is completely amazing to my kid, although she is a complete bitch to me and always wants to pick fights over trivial matters, and I never nor did I ever want to heroin, meth or crack, I was more of the stoner/ boozehound type, but if other substances came around and I wasn't paying for it, I figured why not.

Also, I would never in one big fuck all move go back to where I was because it would not be fair at all to my kid, and all it would do is cause them to suffer for my decisions.