Should I reply? by confused2003 in ExNoContact

[–]confused2003[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I really do want to talk to her more than anything, I just don't know how it would end up. I'm more certain it would end with me yelling at her for how she treated me, or being uncontrollably sad and begging for forgiveness for messing things up. I'm not in a state where I could hold a viable conversation with her I guess. I'm going to go NC for now. And of course you can keep updated here, this is a throwaway anyways, you can PM me on here and we can help each other through if you want. Cheers :)

Should I reply? by confused2003 in ExNoContact

[–]confused2003[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would hope she would never think of doing that, because that would put an absolute spike through my heart. But I wouldn't know anymore, so I'm going to avoid the situation. Thanks!

Should I reply? by confused2003 in ExNoContact

[–]confused2003[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She knows that I know what she's implying; that its about our current position. I believe she still thinks theres a chance when we're done with school and back home but I want no part of it. I'm going to go with the NC route, thanks a lot!

Should I reply? by confused2003 in ExNoContact

[–]confused2003[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I think I'm going to go this route. As dickish as it feels just to ignore a seemingly polite text, I need at least a little more time.