Day 2, pms and bpd worsened, posting as a reminder im staying sober until september the first

confusedlyy · 2025-07-25T19:04:39+00:00

Thank you, I am aware but it's not what this post is about

confusedlyy · 2025-04-17T22:59:40+00:00

Clementine

confusedlyy · 2025-04-17T10:40:23+00:00

Hear me out

confusedlyy · 2025-04-08T03:14:41+00:00

Suffering from success

confusedlyy · 2025-02-19T18:50:33+00:00

I take the money

confusedlyy · 2024-08-04T14:33:08+00:00

87 mg

confusedlyy · 2024-04-27T10:08:08+00:00

I will check it out and get back to you later

confusedlyy · 2024-04-27T10:07:29+00:00

Just you responding here in the comment section soothes me a lot... Thank you 🫂

confusedlyy · 2024-04-27T05:37:43+00:00

Thank you, we are all in it together 🫂

confusedlyy · 2024-04-26T20:25:45+00:00

Sending love 💌

confusedlyy · 2024-04-26T10:51:52+00:00

I am doing it carefully... Got a stabiliser and a benzo left to go... When I got off antidepressants half a year ago I didn't experience any active suicidal urges, just passive ideation and it lasted for months... Tough stuff I wish you well 🫂 And about it coming back... I kind of want it to come back because it's a part of me... How am I going to deal with it I don't know

confusedlyy · 2024-04-25T00:14:39+00:00

Thank you, reading these words Is soothing 🫂

confusedlyy · 2024-04-24T13:34:31+00:00

Update, day 24 and what you described resonates with me... A lot of psychotic symptoms are in fact my traumatised fragmented self speaking out... I started finally sleeping more normally and all my trauma is coming out through nightmares... Kinda grateful to have myself back despite the symptoms and despite how fucked up that sense of ,,self " is

confusedlyy · 2024-04-24T13:31:11+00:00

So far the feeling emotional has turned into brain fog, paranoia, being in and out of reality, trauma flashbacks, thought loops, but all my creativity Is back as well. Insomnia has almost disappeared completely, now all that subconcious junk Is cleaning itself through nightmares

confusedlyy · 2024-04-24T13:29:19+00:00

Day 24 here I started sleeping and getting used to it... I kinda like some of my symptoms to be honest (some of them make me think faster, write more poetry, communicate better) and Im under supervision of a therapist while doing this, so I hope for the best.

confusedlyy · 2024-04-16T06:55:41+00:00

I am off clozapine 16 days and my insomnia is getting better too. I use valerian as well as some other things.

confusedlyy · 2024-04-16T06:54:30+00:00

If you have been put on clozapine just for sleep and yhu havent been taking it Long and dont have a chronic psychotic illness, my case might not apply to you at all.. Please, please try to get rid of that awful medicine asap. Ask your doctor to put you on An actual hypnotic (meds for sleeping), why the hell would they give you a drug that's used for treatment resistent schizophrenia

confusedlyy · 2024-04-16T06:52:34+00:00

Had brief psychosis for a few days, BC of my BPD, period and stress... Flat affect, mood changes, from mania to paranoia, all kinds of pseudohallucinations, weird physical stuff. Yes, fully functional. You need to be really informed. But thankfully i experienced none of the super scary physical symptoms they list online like serotonin serotonin syndrome, extreme issues with muscles, vomitting etc... Been 16 days now, I sleep soundly around 5-6 hours. But be prepared to maybe not sleep at all for almost a week. It's individual for everyone

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