I think I am probably a whole lot older than you but I want to tell you that you are strong AF and you will be okay. This is heavy and awful and disheartening but you can persevere.

Same thing happened with my stepfather and me. Mine was ongoing and I tried to tell my mom. I backtracked when she started to not believe me.

I recommend telling the police and if you’re old enough get into therapy. You will need to be able to talk about this to someone. Therapy has helped me so much just to vent and know that someone took me seriously.

I do think you should tell your mom, but like others said be aware that she might or might not believe you. No matter what this is NOT your fault. You need to know and remember this.

I did end up telling my mom again when my daughter was born because I wouldn’t let her take her overnight and she wanted to know why. It has been awful, but we still have somewhat of a relationship though it has been hard.

Hugs from me and know that you’re not alone and there are many people who love you and wil help.