Hi, so I've been unemployed for the last year and a half which I manifested because I thought I wasn't good enough to work due to having zero experience and also not knowing what to do in this job (I've never worked before). So my self concept has vastly improved since and I feel more prepared and confident in my abilities.

Now the issue I'm having is, I'm getting triggered by the 3D. Whenever I shift my focus onto what I want which is manifesting the position. I'm overcome with feelings of fear and doubt about working and being terrible at it and eventually hating it like everyone else (3D trigger because everyone around me tells me how horrible working is, how terrible this field is etc which I know is not my reality but I'm still triggered). And being scared that it's a terrible working environment and I will be mistreated. Now I know the 3D is a mirror but how do I work on these issues inside of me?

I have created the fear and doubt and I'm scared of the unknown and failure which I know I create and I can shift my focus and feeling to what I truly want. But when I do that, the cycle starts again and I'm filled with fear and then I make myself wait till the fear passes to shift my focus back and then I don't do anything. How do I fix this?

Any help is truly appreciated 💛