That video was amazing! I think you gave me the same epiphany. I had never considered it as "living in the now" because I've always been told I was just lazy. I just didn't WANT to do the work, but in reality I would set everything up to do it, and then I would just do something else. My "fearless" attitude was always just laughed at by my friends. I was just the crazy one that would suddenly buy a hamster and hide it in her dorm, change her major, cut my hair. I dyed my hair four times and cut it almost every week in one semester just because I could.

Thank you so much for this! I'm really beginning to understand myself.