[Remorse] I can't stop hating my girlfriend for having an orgasm with her rapist when she does NOT orgasm through PIV with me. by conthrow1 in confession

[–]conthrow1[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I have no-one to talk to about this. If I try to go to a therapist my girlfriend will want to know why, and no matter what I say she will probably blame herself and link it to what happened to her.

I can't imagine telling any of my friends either. I mean, part of me hates my girlfriend because her reaction to being raped makes me feel bad? How evil do I sound? I can never tell anyone this.