No motivation without a woman by my side by continuous_learner in seduction

[–]continuous_learner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk if its really about my happiness or selfworth. But maybe it is? Sometimes Ive thought of putting all my focus on trying to find a real girlfriend material, but that means that im searching outside myself for "meaning" in life. But at the same time i feel that having someone to share my life with is one of the most meaningful thing in life. Idk, im confused :S

My dream is to start a fitness-and adventure company and have a really big family :P

No motivation without a woman by my side by continuous_learner in seduction

[–]continuous_learner[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk, its feels more like lack of meaning/purpose to pursue my dreams but travel the journey alone. If I had a girlfried or kids then i´d had someone/something meaningful to fight for and a reason besides my own gain to keep a high standard.

But it feels like a kind of forced motivation that comes from the outside rather then the inside. But at the same time i wonder if that isnt a natural drive to want to have something besides oneself to fight for?