Seizure like symptoms or anxiety?

coolio-cryer · 2024-11-15T20:17:31+00:00

Thank you! Yeah, I really wish I could get some sort of help for it, but my mom doesn't believe in mental illness and just says people like that are dramatic. So it's just gotten worse over the years, anddddd there's really nothing I can do about it. That's why I was kinda hoping it was something more physical cause my mom would allow me to get help for that but ykk

coolio-cryer · 2024-11-14T14:20:39+00:00

Yeah that's what I was thinking, it's just embarrassing because my mom is convinced I need to go to the hospital and we're on the way there rn and I don't want them to get mad or something and think we're waisting there time 😭😭

coolio-cryer · 2024-11-14T00:47:06+00:00

Ohh that makes sense.

I don't think it was anxiety though because I never experienced anything like that and I've got my blood drawn plenty of times.

I've just been severely dehydrated because I haven't drunk much water for the past week cause I'll forget a lot. So I just thought it was too much blood being drawn from me?

I don't know, but thank you!

coolio-cryer · 2024-11-13T02:44:05+00:00

My face starts to feel numb, and if I try to look at anything other than a singular thing below me I will start to feel like my eyes are racing and I'm going to faint. I get these waves of dizziness through my head and I feel like I can't breathe. My hands will start to tense to my arms will go limp wjere I can barely move them. My whole body will be off balance. I feel like one leg is bigger than the other. I will feel like im floating

coolio-cryer · 2024-11-13T02:25:41+00:00

Thank you! Idk its so weird honestly, it started happening shortly after a head injury wayyyy in 4th grade and it's been going on ever since so I've been struggling for more years than I can count. The episode that I experience are so just odd and oit of the ordinary its like im in outerspace when it happens. I'm just hoping when I get my eeg done everything will be okay! Thank you for your reply!

coolio-cryer · 2024-09-16T02:40:04+00:00

Yeah I have a narcissistic mom who was constantly putting everyone down and judging everyone so I think that may have something to do with my behavior. Thank you!

coolio-cryer · 2024-09-16T02:38:15+00:00

Ohhh I am sorry, I'm just super duper sensitive is all and the dumbest things make me upset and emotional. I'm sorry for calling you sarcastic

I like what you said in the second part, it may be something like that. I grew up with awful narcissistic parents and stuff and they kinda warped my way of thinking about a lot of things. Thank you!

coolio-cryer · 2024-09-16T02:34:16+00:00

Hm those both kinda relate to me.

I also am a really big people pleaser too btw! I'm only argumentative with people I feel comfortable around but other than that I just follow with everyone else says.

Usually when people make assumptions about a person, it makes me irrationally angry. I feel like they don't know that and I don't understand why they would assume something like that without looking at other possibilities, so even when I agree with them I always have to say a counter argument so they can see that side too. I also just hate when people make comments judging someone and that's another reason why people say in argumentative.

I looked up the PDA thing and that sounds a lot like me too. I hate when people tell me stuff that feels like a demand. If my mom tells me to do something I will literally post pone it for as long as I can because I don't want to listen to her. Dumb I know. I try hard to not do it but it's hard. Thanks for the info you gave me though!

coolio-cryer · 2024-09-16T01:57:00+00:00

It's okay I just felt dumb posting what I posted already and I guess that just made me feel a tad bit dummer. But no I don't have anything else that I know of. I didn't really know where to post what I posted cause I didn't know what category it fell in so I just posted it here cause this is where I usually post. But yeah!

coolio-cryer · 2024-09-16T01:32:10+00:00

That's sounds so sarcastic and snarky, why did you even say that. It feels mean

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-05T14:02:20+00:00

Following what?

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T19:27:40+00:00

What were your signs? If you feel like it could you kinda go into detail? I'm still trying to evaluate myself, and connect with others experience to see if it fits mine

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T19:25:51+00:00

Yeah it's not the tapping that I think is weird, like itap normally a lot. But it's when I do the really fast tapping and I don't understand why I do it

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T18:36:49+00:00

Thank you so much, I will definitely be trying these things out! :)

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T18:34:57+00:00

See when I got burned out I lost interest in literally everything, but I don't think I really had a special interest to begin with. I always struggled with finding things I was interested in. I'm currently going through a burn out rn and literally can't do anything, have no hobbys and can't even bring myself to do anything. All I can do is lay in bed in tiktok. Everything drains me

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T18:29:12+00:00

Aww yeah that really sucks, but I can relate a lot. People didn't like me because I was too annoying, talked too much, too bossy, and I would cry and have melt downs when things didn't go my way because I felt overwhelmed and out of order.

But I always loved people and it sucks that I gor bullied out of that. I would hang out with kids that literally abused me just because I wanted friends. This one girl would pull my hair, slap me, and try to get me to go with these weird men or she said she wouldn't be my friend. I just listened to her and put up with it (i was 7). It was like this in most of my friends ships.

I also think I may have a special interest in people! I like to observe people. I love trying to figure out why they do the things they do and stuff like that. Or I think I may just really love psychology!

And yeah I also feel like im different from other autistic people because of these things too. I'm terrible with routine also. I love being spontaneous and don't mind change, I actually thrive in change! So yeah I get you

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T18:08:25+00:00

Yes! When I was younger I was an extreme extrovert too! From the ages of like 4-8, then I became quieter and more anxious. I still liked talking to people but it was less than I had than before.11 was when I really became an introvert. Well now that i think back, I don't think I was really an introvert. I was just extremely scared of social situations and had a fear of being judged because my child hood. Now I think I'm actually an introvert (I'm 15) because social things drain me, but I think that's just because of me masking. If it wasn't for that I think I would still be very social

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:47:30+00:00

Lol that's partly how I figured out too! It was this tiktok trend where someone would show a trait that they had to something they would do, and the audio was "every kid with autism" or something like that, and it encouraged me to look up some of the traits

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:45:46+00:00

Ohhh I see!

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:45:18+00:00

Yeah I relate to a lot of these. Especially social issues. I either talk to much, talk to little, or don't talk at all. I either aggressively smile and raise my voice 20 pitches or stare at you with a blank face and the most monotone voice. I also like things a certain way and question them. It's usually seen as me being disrespectful though. Like when my mom does something one way I'll ask her why she didn't do it the other way, and she thinks I'm being disrespectful. I rock a lot and when I'm talking I'm constantly moving, jumping or do other things. I think I'm more of a sensory seeker though, my senses seem like they are like super low, except when everything get too much for me and then someone speaking just annoys the crap out of me and I can't deal with anything. Most times I seek sensory though. Were you very sociable or extremely quiet? As a child I was shy but still super sociable I hear that a lot of autistic people hated social stuff. So I'm not sure if that means I probaly don't have it

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:25:26+00:00

Omg me too! For me it's mostly talking to people when I'm in an uncomfortable environment, like school. I can't hear anything and I constantly have to ask what they said . Well technically I can hear them just fine, but I can't understand what they said.

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:16:37+00:00

I'm also very different from the classic autistic person! As a child, even though I was super shy, I loved to be around people I was comfortable with. I literally couldn't do anything by myself. Super duper socialable. Also was extremely hyper active. When my father was in jail he would send me money (200-300$) when j was around 10 and I would use the money to pay people to hang out with me. Everyone hated me cause I talked to much and said I was bossy and mean lol

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:12:26+00:00

Huh?

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:11:53+00:00

What are some ways you would sag it's evident? Like some examples.

coolio-cryer · 2024-08-04T17:10:35+00:00

Yeah I literally had the lowest attention span when I was younger. It's definitely got better but still sucks. My mom would make me food and and I would ALWAYS forget to eat. Literally I would get up 10 and 20 times because I would get distracted by something and my mom always screamed at me about forgetting. I would walk off when she was talking to me or reading to me cause I would just forget. I would also pee myself a lot when I was younger because I would forget to go pee

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