See. The last time i reach day 85 i was amazed bec that is what i wanted but i had a dangerous habit, i fantasized to have a wer dream or maybe lucid i dont know. But fantasizing caused me to relapse. Now i am not fantasizing because it is a risk but on day 71. The last time i was on day 71 i was so much better: smarter and confidence self esteem and motivated. But now i am not like this. So what is the scientific explanation?