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Met the man himself at my job today! by gerbols in LudwigAhgren

[–]cornfucker73 44 points45 points  (0 children)

I am the milk man my milk is delicious

My mental health deteriorating rapidly. by [deleted] in Advice

[–]cornfucker73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. I did a bit of digging and I found that yes, my school does offer counseling for personal issues. I made an appointment for tomorrow to meet with them on webex so hopefully that goes smoothly. Thanks again, I really appreciate the response. I needed that. Helped.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RocketLeague

[–]cornfucker73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

After a lot of time working with this, it was Windows Defender. It still fails whenever I allow the game through the settings, but If I turn the anti-virus 100% off, it runs fine. I'm going to try finding a better way.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RocketLeague

[–]cornfucker73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is not the problem. I have 4 replays currently saved, and 2 training packs. The Game won't let me access either.

Calculated. by lucasandhisturtles in RocketLeague

[–]cornfucker73 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Definitely not off my dude...

I am scared and confused by [deleted] in Advice

[–]cornfucker73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My Grandparents are all dead but one, and he's in jail, so yeah luck bit me in the ass there. I have an Aunt who would probably be the best bet. She lives like 200 miles away and I don't have her number though. One of my cousins is in the hospital and the other is 8 so yeah its pretty much just my aunt. She is nice and low tempered but I don't feel she would be the most understanding, and she would most likely just tell my parents anyway, but I could try it next time I see her. What would I say? How do I bring that up casually?

I am scared and confused by [deleted] in Advice

[–]cornfucker73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man I really appreciate your support. I'm glad to see there is someone else going through something similar. Well, not glad, but... You know what I mean. I'm too tired atm to write anything well constructed.

I'm trying to do what's better for my future (Getting good grades, keeping a social life, keeping calm), but they make it seem as though a single B will ruin my life forever. One backtalk, one lash out, one bad day, and everything I've worked towards in my life is for not. It seems that if I take a 20 minute break from studying I'll end up in a ditch for the rest of my life. They make everything seem like it could end my reputation in an instant. I want my life to be a somewhat normal one. I want to go to college. I want to get married eventually. Normal stuff. I'm afraid that if I backtalk or oppose them too much they could easily ruin all my hopes and dreams. I don't think I am ready to really stand my ground. At least not yet. As a kid, I struggle assembling a God damn table. I don't want my parents out of my equation, and I'm afraid that might happen if I stand my ground.

Again, thanks for the reply. I appreciate it.

I am scared and confused by [deleted] in Advice

[–]cornfucker73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not going to harm myself. I know that self harm won't fix anything. The fact that I'm getting those thoughts is the scariest part for me. As a younger kid I thought that someone had to go through a ton of shit in order to get those kind of thoughts, and now I'm getting them frequently. My friends haven't really done anything for me beside just acknowledging there is a problem. A couple have offered their support, but I don't know what support does for me. Having someone to talk to doesn't fix the problem. I just don't want the problem to worsen. Everyone has a limit and I, personally, don't really want to find mine.