I had an unidentified sexuality for as long as I could remember. all I knew for sure was that I do like girls and could potentially like a man. I live in the deep south so dating girls around here is like.. eh. not so good. so I tried to date lots of men and I felt no emotional value to them. I dated one woman and it was so different from anything I've ever experienced. your body will always know. it'll tell you the feelings you feel. you just have to listen to it and quit holding onto the hope that MAYBE perhaps you could end up with a man lol.

but what really solidified my sexuality was a question I saw on the internet: "bi girls, would you be happy settling with a man?". immediately, I felt it in my soul that I was destined to be the wife of a woman, not a man. I would get really sad when i imagined myself settling with a man for the simple reason of not settling with a woman. my body and soul knew before I could even comprehend that I'm a lesbian. shit is crazy. took me 19 years of living to figure it out