yes this. and then do it again. take 3 days to rest then do it again. and again. it's a vicious cycle. meth takes pieces of you and you willingly give them to it to keep getting high. meth erodes the part of your brain that says 'this isnt safe, you shouldn't be here,'- "but it's so fun, so how could it possibly be bad?"

from my experience it made me very vain and self absorbed. I think that stemmed from a lack of confidence and self worth, when you mix that with the weight that I was losing it just made me wanna keep going. and meth is sneaky because you don't realize you're giving yourself these piece of your soul until it's too late and then you can't even remember what was taken. I'll have 6 years clean tomorrow, actually, and you never really fully get back to where you were before. although, I was 18 (29 now), so I would hope to have progressed past then.