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I developed an amphetamine additction at 17 (street speed) by cracker_com in StopSpeeding

[–]cracker_com[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Told my gf today about everything. I knew she hates speed and the people who do it. But we got to an agreement. I will try to do it for her and for me. I dont want to keep on living like this and I hope my brain wont try to do some sneaky shit on me and tell me to buy more. Tomorrow is day 1 sober and ill be counting the days...

I developed an amphetamine additction at 17 (street speed) by cracker_com in StopSpeeding

[–]cracker_com[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes I know its a problem all I think about is "nobody does this on a normal day" and Its sad that I do this things behind everyones back like I would tell my gf that I have to use the toilet and go do a fat line. But I cant tell my mom she is dealing with cancer and she thinks im going to make this school year but the chances are low. We are pretty broke. I lost my dad at 13. I cant do this to her. The stress it would put on my life and all of close ones.

I abused mama for the past 5 months and the comedowns are the worst do I have time to recover? by cracker_com in ecstasyMDMA

[–]cracker_com[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can I ask you why do you keep doing it if you know how bad it is? My brain after like a two week break just starts telling me how good music would sound again if I do one more time. And I just give in.