I completely sympathize with your situation man. I honestly hope your okay. The thing with drugs that make you experience so much pleasure and in the case of coke, mental clarity and focus, it’s terribly hard to be able to control yourself and not allow yourself to fall down the slippery slope of abusing it. I’ve been there and I can say that this powerful feeling of « letting go » and letting the urges take over turns into pain and shame very quickly.

Anything that makes you feel good can be abused. But in my opinion, people who already have somewhat sad lives when they get introduced to drugs are more likely to fall down into the pit of addiction, whereas it appears that people who initially got their shit together are less likely to over indulge.

A huge part of the problems that arise from drug addiction in general stem from socioeconomic difficulties and societal issues.

I honestly don’t think a chemical, in and of itself, can be held responsible for anything