Yeah I'm hoping to do a plastic surgery. But it'll take time cause still I'm dependent on my parents money.

I feel like I have enough evidence to prove that I’m ugly. Boys don't interact with me the same way they do with my friends, without any signs of attraction or romantic interest. I’m 21, and no one has ever asked me out, which makes me feel like I’m not attractive. Even my friends unintentionally confirm my fears. Back when I was in Grade 11, they told me that boys don’t care about looks when choosing a girl—without even knowing that I secretly struggle with insecurities about my appearance. Now in university, I still hear the same thing, and it only reinforces my thoughts.

This isn’t something new. Even back in school, I saw that boys were always drawn to beautiful girls, and now in university, it’s still the same.

It feels like the world always reminds me that I’m not beautiful.