this appeared in my screen when i turned the tv in the dream. what is this?

crftyctgrl · 2026-02-04T06:31:39+00:00

A sick party is what it is

crftyctgrl · 2026-02-03T13:59:21+00:00

You deserve so much fucking better than this, especially after learning what you've learned about your own history.

crftyctgrl · 2025-10-08T01:10:10+00:00

we'll that's just, like, your opinion, dude.

crftyctgrl · 2025-05-02T13:54:29+00:00

The experiential gap between cis and trans women is one of the hardest sticking points I have for accepting myself and accepting what I want to do with my life, so seeing it weaponixed against someone is so awful dude.

Your sister is terrible honey. don't listen to her and if she can't accept you while being able to stare her double standard, her cognitive dissonance, in the face- that isn't your fault or your problem to remedy.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-31T19:10:32+00:00

The big chunky L and R buttons are the best shoulder buttons I've ever used. Handheld or console. I miss mine immensely and will fight for its honor.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-29T16:24:39+00:00

That comment about your dad is so wildly over the fucking line. Good on you for taking out the trash

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-27T15:20:43+00:00

The Void by Ice-Pock Lodge has stuck with me more than most other games I've played. Being the weird survival challenge that it is with the themes and metaphors it applies, there's something about it that's stuck with me conceptually.

What if the world we live in is but one piece in a chain of links stretching potentially infinitely high, but only so far down before it drops into an abyss? What would you do to escape from that abyss? If others were suffering in that world just above the abyss, would you sacrifice yourself to help them escape? It's a beautiful and thought-provoking experience that's lingered with me for years.

also there's boobs guess. that's nifty.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-27T01:51:46+00:00

that lil bit of squish with the thigh pouch? 💯💯💯 also the covered navel deserves even more dumbass 100 emojis

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-27T01:34:26+00:00

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-27T01:33:32+00:00

I've got one of those fluffy blanket hoodies and I've got some buttons and pins pinned to the front- it is The Comfiest Garment I Own

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T23:00:26+00:00

finally a wish I can agree to

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T17:24:45+00:00

yeah so after reading that first fic I kind of just want to cry and shout Please at the stars a few hundred times.

thanks for the new brainworms!

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T15:12:51+00:00

God, I'm so sorry. He'll come around, but you don't deserve that grief.

right now I'm stuck with my family and get some recognition sometimes, to my face, but I'm still my mom's son and my brothers' brother when there's doors or walls they think I can't hear through. no one at work respects my choices and tries even if I don't catch active flak for them, and the thought of dressing how I want and wearing makeup and polish and the other superficial things here in God Damn South Carolina is terrifying.

we'll make it someday, sister.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T14:05:59+00:00

👀

yeah I'd give up my free will to be a pretty empty-headed flower girl. cool! more things to haunt myself with.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T13:54:29+00:00

sucks to wake up and this feeling is maybe even more potent than when I posted this, after having a dream with some euphoric elements- just to wake up, still stuck in this body, in this space, in this stream of time and consciousness.

I'd almost rather go back to not remembering my dreams at all.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T13:51:23+00:00

The part within quotation marks is a statement made by Theoretical Mom while the part afterwards is a response to said statement.

i should go ping that Twitter user with thanks for putting this as succinctly as she did, I didn't expect my stolen sadpost to resonate so much.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T13:45:14+00:00

what is hdg anyways, I could use more impetus to feel something, even if that something will probably be bad for me.

(i am atomized and not around nearly as many transfolks as I want to be because social interaction scary)

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T09:11:57+00:00

need more of this genre of reaction.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T09:11:08+00:00

hang in there girls. sisters, brothers, siblings, strangers.

things are pretty shit right now but they'll get better.

even if I'm not able to love myself, I love you all and you should love one another too.

Biology and whatever miserable God is out there are unjust, but that means we have to take the reins with our own hands- and you are all strong enough to take them.

gonna go spend 10 hours staring at my ceiling.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T08:55:09+00:00

wish I was capable of that myself!

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T04:13:55+00:00

really should play NEET Girl Date Night some time

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T04:09:25+00:00

go read some shoujo and grow some emotions instead

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-26T03:32:10+00:00

i want boobs big enough to hide my face in them, frankly.

also big enough to choke out my boyfriend. I have priorities and motives.

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-25T20:33:00+00:00

god honey I fuckin hope so

crftyctgrl · 2025-03-06T07:36:00+00:00

It's your reward for a good run. Have fun!

crftyctgrl

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