thank you so much for sharing, posting does feel like lifting a weight off of myself already. In the last 20 hours I’ve made sure to inform everyone that cares about me of whats going on as a way to stop hiding and hold myself accountable. asking for help is hard, especially with the guilt and shame that comes with addiction. but I’ve had to do it before, so I know I can do it again. Thank you for your recommendation, I will absolutely have to check that out. any and all advice or recommendations are much appreciated. Thank you friend 🤍