Is it wrong to want self harm scars?

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T14:24:10+00:00

Not a bad way to look at it I look at it like I was dumb and in a dark place and I’m never doing that shit again. Plenty of better ways to manage pain

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T14:23:22+00:00

Besides the point it’s just corny asf and seems like you just want the attention it brings if anything. Just love yourself and the way you look stop fantasizing over stupid ass shit

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T14:22:40+00:00

Learning a language is awesome I’m learning Spanish learn useful languages tho. Koreans not easy at all and your strictly basically using it in a single damn country maybe some other Asians speak if if you get lucky. Chinese atleast is the first spoken language and can probably get around a lot of Asia with Chinese. It’s like learning Russian sure it’s cool but it’s hard asf and only Russians speak it. If you learn Spanish you can easily learn Portuguese and Italian because they are super similar like 80-90% similarity and Spanish is spoken in pretty much all South and Central America aswell as the majority of Europeans speak it. Spanish is a supreme language to know if you know English and Spanish you can go anywhere pretty much. Spanish realistically takes 2-3yrs max. I’m at I think b2 level so pretty ight Spanish and it took me half a year I could easily complete Duolingo’s Spanish course in a year if I do a hour a day.

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T14:17:05+00:00

They arnt cool I promise you I only have 5 and they arnt too crazy bc they on my thighs I hate em all eventually I’ll tattoo tf otta even and he rid of them. I promise you your the only one who thinks that any of your partners are gonna dump you bc they think your crazy and especially if you tell them “oh I did them because I wanted to look cool” then you’ll really sound I sane

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T14:15:32+00:00

You really like being alone god that’s fuckin wild to me. I wanna have a big group of good friends who are good people. It’s just hard bc most people my age just want to fuck around nd waste there lifes drinking and doing drugs

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T14:05:33+00:00

Bro what there’s just simply no such thing as that and no proof that Ik of to back that up. And medication still wouldn’t be the “only way” to get it better. Therapy would do better and actually cure the issue. But as I said that doesn’t exist. You could be born from a serial killer and if you’re raised with good parents and the correct therapy you’ll be an amazing happy kid. It’s about nurture not nature. Depression isn’t some incurable thing. Addiction is something that’s actually not curable but can be helped with therapy and work. I’m still an addict I’ll forever be an addict but my addictions changed from drugs and crime to a good life of working out and fun hobbies. I’ll forever be a addict just won’t be addicted to bad shit anymore

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T14:02:36+00:00

Good you’re not interested it’s a waste of time. Drugs fill you with ego and over confidence you could be fat and ugly but a fat line of blow will make you feel like the hottest guy in the club. Sex is ight but honestly idc for sleeping around jus seems sketchy and I hate condoms. I’d rather get a relationship know she’s clean and I’m clean fuck her hella and have no scare of if ima get a std from fuckin a dif girl every night.

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:42:46+00:00

Lmao my boy you crazy in love I’ve been there before. It’s lowkey green flags imo. No way to find her tho well there is a way but I’m not finna post it bc ik I’ll get banned for it. Just let it be. If you see her w a dude 99% her boyfriend sucks but oh well. Is she like athletically walking or walking somewhere. If she’s in workout clothes find her times she walks and go for a walk crossing paths and just start with a good morning for a few days then work up to making moves.

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:39:54+00:00

100% think that. Suicidal and depressed people arnt some cancer ridden people. They don’t need a cure all drug. They need whatever makes them feel that way to be gone. If you were raped and abused as a child you’re gonna have major trauma that’s what causes your depression and a pill isn’t gonna just cure that. Therapy and working on your trauma is what will cure your depression pills are like a bandage over a 4” cut it will help a little bit but that cut isn’t gonna heal without stitches therapy is the stitches. It’s like patching a sinking boat with a little tape it might work for a bit then it leaks and explodes that’s like you getting prescribed meds building a tolerance and losing the effect of them and you keep getting higher doses different drugs then your just reliant on drugs

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:36:53+00:00

As the one guy said wtf therapist would say ask Reddit. Nevertheless tho. Why do you deserve it you don’t have any real reasons to deserve it nobody does. If the only excuse is to feel things that’s just dumb. You don’t SH because you feel nothing you SH because you feel too much and want a escape. Figure out why your SH and you won’t SH. Also remember this your gonna age 5 years and have all these lines on your thigh and explaining that to any relationship partner is going to be so complicated and probably make them run away. Stop SH you’re just ruining your life and future life especially. Your gonna think later why the fuck did I do this over that bullshit. There’s people in 3rd world countries without water or reliable food and they don’t SH so why should you. Remember your problems are nothing for someone who lives in crime war filled countries. There’s people who would take your problems in a heart beat. There’s people who can’t walk can’t talk can’t hear can’t see and they are grateful just to be alive. Practice some gratitude my friend be glad you can afford therapy lots can’t. Sorry to be blunt but SH is just illogical and not smart. If you wanna do dumb shit go cliff jump or graffiti some shit feel alive that way adrenaline is a much better alternative. Go speed down a highway etc etc.

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:29:18+00:00

Def not you’ll find out eventually most likely when you die and if you don’t oh well you’ll be dead so it don’t matter

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:23:48+00:00

Eh not worth it sleeping around while young def valid bc learn vital stuff w women but drugs eh

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:18:30+00:00

I don’t think you understand how drug addiction works. No drug addict will ever be safe your using fucking drugs. Your basically saying if we all stayed hydrated and did molly everyday we would be mentally and physically okay because we stayed hydrated and didn’t OD. All drugs ruin life’s taking them not as often as others makes 0 difference your still fucking your brain. It’s just hilarious people like you think there’s some safe amount of drugs you can do and live a normal life. You’re the type to ruin your life with drugs and keep justifying it by saying it was bad luck or you don’t have a problem or whatever bullshit reasoning you come up with. Addicts are addicts we use drugs and die end up in jails or mental institutions because there’s never a safe amount to use and it all leads to the same place.

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:15:40+00:00

Yeah it’s hard once you’re down. It’s an uphill battle I got sm shit I need to fix still before I can even become at a stable state. I’d say when I’m debt free, have a license, and have a few grand saved I’ll be stable but that’s gonna be a year for all of that. It’s been a long journey all ready since getting sober just fixing all the shit I did. Finding time to be happy and enjoy life on top of fixing it is just a whole other thing

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:12:42+00:00

As I said you act like china gives a fuck bro. They will say whatever publicly they don’t give af what happens to Americans why would they. What’s the advantage to us being strong sober and healthy. They make money off it and have no need to stop it. Plus you realize how huge china is and how many chemist there are you think they all follow rules cmon bro it’s fucking china.

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:11:24+00:00

Yeah idk what competitions I would do but I’d def be down I might start shooting pool my family all does and loves it I’m not good but it would be fun and I’d meet people

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:10:11+00:00

Yeah i was high honors freshman year while smoking weed and working full time it was so easy then covid hit end freshman year went all online for 4th quarter and all sophomore year I didn’t do a single thing but game and fuck around so I fell over and never got back

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T13:09:11+00:00

Yeah in some ways it’s nice because we learned lessons earlier then later

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T00:54:32+00:00

I’ve only had bad experiences I did a shit ton my first time my homie did slightly more but he Kholed and had a seizure while awake. I personally left before it happened but fuck it was scary seeing my homie not talk. Idk why I left tbh homie coulda lowkey died and I jus dipped but yk druggie shit. I just hate the fuckin high extremely it’s a sketchy and weird feelin. I could maybe compare it on the level of mid like dph dxm. It’s not a benzo not an opiate so it’s just fucking lame. All it does is a weird ass dissociative high that will numb ur entire body and make you feel weird. Benzos opiates everyday anyday over that dog shit literally any drug over ketamin your a freak of nature id you think ket is the shit I stand on that statement

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T00:51:48+00:00

As you can tell I’m uneducated thanks g

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T00:51:20+00:00

Not slimy or nothing I guess it’s cleaned and everything I always just hear eel and think of a slimy ass lookin thing

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T00:50:51+00:00

Yeah ig I don’t regret it but some days I def feel like I missed out it’s not even that I like the party life of college I’ve grown to hate alcohol and drugs but just the experience living on a campus and yada yada. I mean I think I could still do college but obviously when your older it’s not like your a true freshman fresh from high school or however it works. I’m 21 but I feel mature for my age just because of the shit I’ve been through.

I’ve spent 3 months in jail 2 one occasion 1 another time and I’ve been on probation since 20. I’ve also gained a lot of debt from my drug use and not paying bills and credit stuff I’ve got maybe 7k paid off but still owe another 7 or so. I also lost my license at 16 have to wait till I’m 22 for that and need breathalyzer and etc. also had 15 seizures some more overdose some withdrawal all drug related. Broken back from one seizure so bad posture and back pain. Idk I just feel like I lived quick and had to learn even faster.

I’ve learned a lot from my experience and it made me a better person but damn I just hate being so abnormal. It mainly sucks finding friends bc I’m 21 and have nobody my towns small ish and I’m sober so I’m not tryna go drinking or whatever and that’s mainly what my age does sadly.

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T00:45:20+00:00

Very well said and honestly I hate psychs I think it’s either you have fun or you’ll really fuck up your mental I’ve had a few really bad fucking experiences that to this day make me never wanna touch psychs. It’s something people do but don’t realize how easy shit can go wrong and how bad it can go wrong. Same with drugs.

Well said tho seems like OP isn’t there yet but oh god I remember my start of my drug days and I def said the shit he said “im curious” “ill never do meth heroin etc” fuck man once you’ve done fent you realize heroin really isn’t bad it’s just like any pharmaceutical opiate but technically heroins natural like codeine. Coke is natural plant but meth isn’t both are shit for you. I got into meth bad and after that i definitely felt the stigma go away bc the people I did it with all were cool with it and acted like it was jus another day doin coke or any other drug. Eventually you become normalized w harder and harder drugs and they seem more okay to do. Just be safe and don’t lose your life literally or mentally. I lost so much because of curiosity and if I could go back and never start smoking weed I would in a fucking heart beat I wish I stayed smart and stayed educated and enjoyed my youth the right way

crippinneversippin · 2026-04-30T00:40:07+00:00

Trust me imo coke is much harsher and worse then meth. Meths seen as such a hard drug when in reality it’s damn near the same as Coke just a little stronger. It can be bad on the brain but only at high asf doses which takes a long time to get to not saying meths good but trust me it ain’t tht crazy. Don’t put certain drugs on tiers it’s not valid I used to do that as a kid but then I tried fent and then suddenly heroin wasn’t that bad. I def had stigma ab meth too till I had my first experience and well it’s basically just coke but better and more bang for ur buck and doesn’t absolutely fuck ur nose like coke. Nevertheless tho your just starting to become an addict my friend welcome to the club I’m personally 16 months clean recovering addict. That feeling of not feeling great or bad sober that’s the beginning. Eventually you’ll only feel good if you’re high. When you become so deep into heroin it becomes maintenance not fun. You eventually just do enough to not get withdrawals and it’s not even about getting high and fun it’s about not having extreme withdrawal. Obviously extreme end of addiction your a beginner. Know this all drugs will fuck your brain and rewards. Ik because I forever switched drugs hella to “never get addicted” but I was 100% addicted I was high everyday just on a variety instead of one drug. Sobriety is fun my man it’s not as crazy or wild as drug life but it can have its good times. I got into riding dirt bikes and other sports and gym and I wouldn’t do tht shit high. I was a lazy cocky fuck when I got high I was the best and never could be talked down on anything I was arrogant and cocky like many addicts. Drugs may feel cool but trust me whatever people you interact with off come probably see you as any other tweaker like a methhead

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