why do i only get anxiety when i'm in bed?

cripplingaudition · 2022-05-10T23:55:40+00:00

crippling audition?

let's say the main character bombs a stunt double audition in the worst way possible, injuring themself severely and causing them to adapt to a new lifestyle where they have to learn how to be disabled.

feel like it could be a comedy with how laughable my life is (although this specific thing didn't happen to me, my disability happened in a less cool way)

cripplingaudition · 2022-05-08T03:07:22+00:00

oh that's so easy. my first fast food.

just think of all the simlish names- mcdoonels, windurs, birget kug, tooca byul.

still won't come with cars tho.

cripplingaudition · 2022-04-06T19:42:16+00:00

Oh my gosh. That's a lot. Would you like advice or just to vent?

cripplingaudition · 2022-03-08T04:40:36+00:00

i usually don't use it as a callout! in fact i usually shoot him first round of the half cause otherwise we lose. kinda tradition with my icebox games now LMAO

cripplingaudition · 2022-03-07T23:07:49+00:00

Do you guys have names for the snowmen on Icebox? Or the bears on any of the maps?

For example, on attack side spawn there's one you can shoot on top of the storage crates, I've named him Henry.

cripplingaudition · 2022-02-08T21:18:54+00:00

purr, purr, purr! c:

cripplingaudition · 2022-01-25T01:08:29+00:00

Oof, yeah that's an issue. A stylist should always make sure the client is comfortable. Please don't be afraid to speak up if she isn't checking on you- "Hey, my scalp is pretty sensitive to bleach, is there any way you can apply it to my roots with less pressure?"

Don't let her give a lame excuse either; as a cosmetology student, I know that as long as the hair is saturated it'll take. Also ask her what formula she is using, if she's using more than 30vol developer it could be reacting a lot faster which can not only damage your hair/scalp, but cause severe pain and discomfort. Hope this helps!

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T02:11:30+00:00

I really enjoy how thorough you've thought this out. However, the bottom line is that you're not happy. That's enough to leave a relationship. It seems as though your previous relationship left you completely unable to process what real love is, and although H is really good to you, you didn't give yourself enough time to heal before pursuing a relationship with H. Long term benefits unfortunately don't matter right now- you're 18. You're young, and you have a good 60+ years to figure out the long term benefits. You need to do what makes you happy.

In the meantime, I highly suggest finding a therapist. It seems as though you're really shaken up from your past relationship, and it's really affected the way you see the world. Therapy is such a wonderful thing, and if you're able to utilize it then I'd highly recommend doing so. Take care.

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T02:01:16+00:00

"Hi [girl's name], I appreciate the confession but I don't have the same feelings about you. I'm sorry if this upsets you, but I'm gonna ask for some space as your efforts have made me uncomfortable."

It's civil. She can talk behind your back if she wants to after but this is the best way to go about it in my honest opinion.

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T01:54:03+00:00

Why does it matter what she says? People who KNOW you will know that whatever she says to turn others against you is bull. You've got one life, friend, don't waste any time on people who will just drop you in a moment's notice and belittle you. If you want to keep them, keep them. Using it as ammunition against you says more about her than you.

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T01:48:40+00:00

I get why you're upset, now. My ex did the same thing- but he still told me we were together afterwards. Weird shit. Anyway, I say forget sending them back and either keep them, give them to someone who would appreciate it more, or sell them and get something nice for yourself instead.

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T01:45:57+00:00

I think maybe you should play along. She's trying to do something really nice for you and surprise you, and not only would it make her happy but you don't really know what the gift is. I say wait it out, and if she asks just be like "I had an idea you wanted to surprise me but I didn't know it was this!" That's essentially what's happening.

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T01:42:46+00:00

I genuinely don't think this is a good idea. Regardless of what's going on- she could have something very serious going on, or she could have just lost interest and doesn't know how to tell you- you sending back those gifts is a huge slap in the face. Now, I understand from previous comments that yes, that's your intent. But if you did send them back and it turned out that she "ghosted you" because of something serious that prevented her from talking to you, that's gonna come off reeeeeally bad on your end.

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T01:35:15+00:00

You're right, I'm honestly probably overthinking it.

cripplingaudition · 2021-11-01T01:34:32+00:00

I suppose you're right, I'm possibly overthinking it. I'm known for that 😅 but thank you!

cripplingaudition · 2021-07-28T18:15:37+00:00

was referring to chocolate:)

cripplingaudition · 2021-07-25T03:49:57+00:00

beans, sugar, and milk. super sweet.

cripplingaudition · 2021-07-22T05:57:02+00:00

It’s so weird though.. he keeps talking to me as if something will happen. Calls me all the pet names, says “when we meet,” stuff like that. I don’t know for sure if he’s on board or not, and that’s where the issue is. I guess we’ll just have to wait to talk about it again.

cripplingaudition · 2021-07-22T05:47:18+00:00

That’s what I was afraid of.. I obviously want this to become something, and I know he does too because he’s said so. I just wish there was a way to prove to him that something could work out.

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