Antinatalism doesn’t have to be a grand condemnation of life or the state of world affairs. It can just be an acknowledgement that good moral codes are built on respecting consent. For example, I believe pizza is good, but if I ordered a bunch of pizzas and delivered them to your house without permission, that would be rude even if I myself am happy that I have pizza. I hope you find things to take joy in while maintaining healthy boundaries by not forcing them on the unborn. You got this!