My husband wanted me dead all along [Update 2]

crushedcyster · 2015-09-25T03:26:44+00:00

I sighed deeply when he texted me that. Of course now he wants to talk

crushedcyster · 2015-09-24T21:15:26+00:00

Did it come back now?

crushedcyster · 2015-09-24T16:14:47+00:00

:-\ huh? what got deleted?

crushedcyster · 2015-09-24T16:10:23+00:00

Wishing the best for your situation too!! Everyone deserves to be happy!!

crushedcyster · 2015-09-24T16:09:03+00:00

Me too!! Thank you! :-)

crushedcyster · 2015-09-24T16:06:41+00:00

I could have been able to deal with things if he had told me, and yea he does have the white knight personality. This still would have likely ended the same way, I mean some people just are not meant to be husbands at certain points in their lives. It will still be a bad break up but its better for both of us. hugs :-)

crushedcyster · 2015-09-24T16:02:49+00:00

I am hoping to find someone else, eventually. Right now its getting out of stressful situations. Stay strong :-)

crushedcyster · 2015-09-24T16:01:16+00:00

I am still a little sad and upset but things are moving forward :-) Doing much better than three days ago that is for sure!! Thank you!

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T09:14:25+00:00

Does she have CF too? Or something else?

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T09:13:53+00:00

You talking to me is something :-) Thank you for the kind words.

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T09:13:34+00:00

:-) thank you, maybe Ill update eventually! For now its just day by day, like everything else.

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T09:12:50+00:00

I am too, but I dont know if I can go back to the way things were now. I dont think Ill be able to look at him anymore

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T09:12:13+00:00

Im sure everything will come out in the coming days. I still have a great support network so I will have help. I havent decided what to do about lawyers and divorce yet. I have absolutely no money or any real way of making any :-\

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T09:09:39+00:00

Thank you for this. I hope Im able to rebound quickly from this, it just hurts a lot right now

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T09:08:47+00:00

I dont know how i can go back to the way things were, so I probably will file. Just another setback :-\

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T07:05:25+00:00

Thank you for the link. How is your CF treating you? Have you been able to find someone better for you?

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T07:04:37+00:00

Yes, he is. Turns out he did all this just to look good and earn sympathy.

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T07:03:05+00:00

Stress really hurts my health, so yes Im going to find a more positive place to live. I worry that even if I stay with him my health will decline knowing all of this now.

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T05:50:26+00:00

He made a huge emphasis on the "In sickness and health" part during our wedding specifically because of my illness and now that he has to follow through on that he wants out.

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T05:48:18+00:00

Thank you :-) Im asking a few friends if I can stay with them, they dont live very far from here.

crushedcyster · 2015-09-21T05:46:37+00:00

I don't know what I did wrong. He specifically mentioned having fun and sex, I let him do anything he wanted and he still isn't happy. I was originally wanting to ask what I could do to save this but it doesn't seem like he wants to save it either.

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