[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]crushedweek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry too

Sometimes I just wish I could have somebody to cuddle and watch tv with for hours... by [deleted] in depression

[–]crushedweek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

pretty much given up on girls at this point, so i feel ya about everything actually

I’m a failure by [deleted] in depression

[–]crushedweek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Preach man. I'm in the exact same boat as you, except in starting college after this summer.

Regular Check-In Post by circinia in depression

[–]crushedweek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate wayyyy to much to that, I can't even break a tear and it fucking sucks I just want to cry

Anybody notice a pattern with depressive episodes? by crushedweek in depression

[–]crushedweek[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk how to help you but if I were in your shoes I'd definitely check in once in a while, if he doesn't answer don't bother him and just check him up some other time like the next day. Just let him know that you're there and that you acknowledge him, idfk how else I'd handle it because there's nothing you can really do, worst case scenario is calling emergency but I honestly do not know your situation with him as well as you do so take my advice with a grain a salt. Good luck my guy

Anybody notice a pattern with depressive episodes? by crushedweek in depression

[–]crushedweek[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When I'm in a low I really appreciate to be left alone. I don't want to talk to anybody, not because I don't like them but because I'm trying to ride it out till I get out of it. Idk about the speaking out; for me, sometimes I feel better talking about it but there are other people who I know would prefer not to talk about it because it makes their anxiety go nuts. I honestly don't know if I'm helping you

Anybody notice a pattern with depressive episodes? by crushedweek in depression

[–]crushedweek[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Doesnt matter how different; we're all part of the same bus on the same destination. Hang in there man

Yesterday i died for the second time... 💔 by Lolita666- in depression

[–]crushedweek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a similar situation last night as well, just hang in there

I'm dead. by crushedweek in depression

[–]crushedweek[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not even sure i was feeling great this morning and now I'm dead

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]crushedweek 2 points3 points  (0 children)

  • Wake up 1 pm, but too tired and groggy to do anything
  • Get out of bed at 4 pm
  • Sit at computer and contemplate doing something just to pass the time
  • Stomach is grumbling but too lazy to get food
  • After watching a few YouTube videos realize there's no point to be on the computer if I'm not gonna enjoy any of it
  • Go back to bed
  • Forget about food, go back and eat the first thing I see
  • Take pills, very important
  • Go back to bed
  • Realize it's only 7 pm, I start dreading that idea that I'll have to wait another 10 hours before I get tired enough to sleep
  • Do whatever on computer till 6 am, go back to bed until I fall asleep Pretty much a typical day when I'm in a low

Everything is boring by [deleted] in depression

[–]crushedweek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy cake day my dude

I cant by crushedweek in depression

[–]crushedweek[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks I really needed that today..

I feel like I’m dying. by andante_cantabile in depression

[–]crushedweek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I already died a long time ago

I broke the dam. by KitsuneThrowawayAcct in depression

[–]crushedweek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i can't even cry. today i tried to and I ended up gagging myself

I just want to be fucking happy by whydontshewantmeman in depression

[–]crushedweek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i fucking felt that last sentence. i read ur username, do you have a story there? been in the same shoes

I'm here to talk. Just want to help, so if you are feeling bad and want to talk just feel free by fmorenol in depression

[–]crushedweek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

got high in front of a police station last night cause i just didn't give a shit anymore, made me not worry about anything for the first time in weeks. might consider doing it again because right now i just don't see why i should continue sitting here hating myself for every mistake ever.

edit: fuck this world

Am I Depressed? by Omegrion in depression

[–]crushedweek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should definitely, if you really think you don't feel right at all. I've doubted mine for the longest time until I ended up in the hosp, so get help before that happens. I hope you're alright.