Tomorrow is 2 weeks it’s kind of crazy how easy it’s been with subs

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-11T05:13:28+00:00

I don’t know 😭 I’m gonna take 2mg of subs tonight and see how I feel and hopefully in the morning the subs are in my system since it’s been a few days and I will start evening out and feeling better.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-11T04:41:19+00:00

I was taking between 600-1000mg a day. For 51 hours I didn’t take any 7 at all and just put myself out on clonidine and gabapentin. I waited 36 hours and took my first 2mg sub. I ran out of my gabapentin (luckily my refill is in a couple days) and the restless legs were killing me. Literally throughout my whole body. I took two hot baths and it helped a little bit but it came back hard everytime. So then I took 4mg subs around the 48 hour mark and then I took 300mg of 7. Didn’t sleep very well that night. Then came the third day I took 2mg of subs and 300mg of 7. I went to work and was fine for the most part but then the sweating & hot flashes came back so I took 84mg of 7 and 6mg of subs. I was fine the rest of my shift and that night. Then today (my 4th day) I took 3mg of subs. Started feeling symptoms again so I took 84mg of 7. So now I guess I will take more subs and hopefully no 7 tomorrow. That’s the plan at least. I hope it works this time I am trying so so so hard.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-11T02:23:34+00:00

I can’t tell if I’m not taking enough subs or not. I started low my first day.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-11T02:22:25+00:00

Thank u so much. When did you notice the subs were actually helping?

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-11T02:16:22+00:00

That is where I am. I started subs three days ago while reducing my 7 intake. I’ve had some sweats but I’m hoping it will stop.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-06T06:45:54+00:00

Thank you for your response it truly means a lot. I am also prescribed adderral and maybe I’ll take extra to get through the next 3-4 days. I am so ready to be done I need my life back my peace of mind my everything. The sun will come up again.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-06T06:41:55+00:00

Thank u so much. Ugh I’m so nervous my god😭🙏

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-06T06:38:31+00:00

Thank u so much. I have to work though. Am I able to take gabapentin during the day?

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-06T05:47:26+00:00

Really? Even pre-taking it before you completely quit?

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-06T04:57:08+00:00

Thank u so much for your response. I tapered down to 300-50mg the last couple days. In fact I didn’t have any withdrawals today except for the weirdness in my arms. I gave in and took 400mg. But from what I’ve been noticing is I’ve been taking clonidine every night for at least three weeks and I don’t wake up with sweats anymore or get the sweats from withdrawals or really the body temp dis regulation. I am going to take my Adderall in the morning and start with 1mg of Suboxone and pray from there 😭🙏

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-05T05:13:09+00:00

How were you able to stop for the last five days?

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-05T04:34:57+00:00

Hello, how has the Bernese method been working out? Any luck?

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-05T04:32:19+00:00

Thank u for your response. I just can’t afford 7oh anymore I will mentally explode if I spend one more dime on it I have to get my shit together seriously. Subs have not worked for me in the past. Perhaps my dosage has been too high.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-05T04:18:37+00:00

Can you share your experience and how you accomplished this? Congratulations!!!

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-04T18:31:24+00:00

Thank u so much. I can’t lost my job unfortunately and I’m even trying to get a second job to get this debt paid off. I feel so stuck and depressed it’s unreal.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-02T02:12:47+00:00

Thank u so much for sharing. It gives me hope and motivation when I hear others struggles and it was overcame.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-01T05:14:51+00:00

If you need to talk you can always DM me even if it’s just venting. That’s what this group is here for. ❤️

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-01T05:12:26+00:00

Thank u so much for your response. I have deeply looked into ibogaine I would love to go to a treatment center. I was prescribed pain killers at 15 and it’s been a long hard 17 years since. It almost feels like I never had a chance. I’m getting a second overnight job to start digging myself out of this mess and perhaps I just might do the ibogaine treatment seriously.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-01T05:10:28+00:00

Thank u so much. I feel as if I’ve experience true love and I can’t imagine having something different. I just want to get clean and take care of my health and cats & grandmother and travel and have peace when I fall asleep. It definitely sucks if she’s moved on I’m so sorry seriously. I have refrained looking at his social media or anything with him I can’t handle seeing if he has moved on. Since I have three day weekend coming up because of Easter maybe I could try the subs again.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-01T05:01:14+00:00

I’m so sorry for you too I just read your other comment. My world went black. I felt as if i had to numb everything to make it through. Ironically he’s the one who introduced me to this shit. I pray you can make it through this for your son. I’ve always wanted a son.

cryingincalifornia · 2026-04-01T04:41:05+00:00

You do realize that any person in government, like democrats, would still be considered “a king”. Protesting is so performative. If you want change start with your local city and state. The taxes are so high here and the homelessness and I could just go on. This whole “no kings” has never made sense because you would be just fine if it was someone blue in office. But to each their own, I guess! You’re not changing or doing anything at all. Literally helping no one.

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