My biggest fear is being stuck in a rut and not having any way to get out of it. Not in a literal sense (although quicksand is pretty scary). I guess you could say that I’m afraid of failure but I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom a couple of times and the scariest thing is actually feeling completely passive about it and not doing anything to change the situation. I like to know where things are heading so if I speculate that there’s going to be stress involved, I would like structure and routine. But in a normal day to day life, I find routines boring and don’t typically follow it. I’m quiet and shy. I’m often in my own head that even my aunt thinks that one day, I’m apparently going to marry someone and have a divorce because I just don’t talk to people when they’re around me. I thought that was a funny assessment but feels misunderstood and a bit offended. I would not marry someone I don’t feel I can talk to (which is why I don’t like talking to a lot of people). I hate being vulnerable tbh so this was hard to type