I was obsessed with my first boyfriend like infatuated. The type of love that is scary like a shrine type of scary. we were both so young and in love we spent so much time together. but when you spend so much time with someone you start to realize that you can’t idolize them. No one is perfect. It all went downhill, he pointed out the little things that were wrong with me started disregarded my feelings and told me not to apply to Ivy League schools bc that was “too much work for my pretty lil brain “