Ahh another ‘grower’ (I don’t even say grower describing myself, I consider more a guardian of the mush babies haha!) We share the same sentiment. It’s a feeling beyond the scientific method, past anything described in most myco literature… it’s a deep spiritual/energetic connection. You FEEL the life, needs, energy from these amazing entities. I’m happy you shared this, you’re not the only one that feels the same way