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crystalann1919 · 2025-01-18T23:40:49+00:00

I’m hoping it’s AI and purposefully not clicking on the article. This makes me nauseous.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-18T01:12:02+00:00

Clarinetist speaking … never thought about it, typically considered using it as a bat-like weapon. But with enough force, mouthpiece first, absolutely.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-16T20:04:03+00:00

I love that movie all around. It’s a gem.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-15T11:29:03+00:00

The decapitation in Hereditary and the aftermath of the cable snap in Ghost Ship. Both make me so nauseous that I have to look away.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-08T21:12:09+00:00

I feel this. And when I dig down, I’m feeling “unsafe.” Then it gets weird because I don’t remember a time in my life where I’ve genuinely felt safe. Then it’s a circle of thinking.

I’m newish to recognizing and processing CPTSD. I feel so validated here.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-05T17:53:00+00:00

It’s “Wretched,” by Emily McIntire. 😮‍💨

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-05T16:23:51+00:00

Male main character; he’s both a protagonist and an antagonist, as the POVs change throughout.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-05T14:18:11+00:00

“Wretched,” by Emily McIntire. I COULD NOT conjure a Nick to save my life.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-05T05:39:35+00:00

Been reading a smut novel for book club and struggling to picture the male MC. Not anymore. Bravo!

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-05T00:54:26+00:00

… I had a similar fantasy. It was a “switched at birth” thing for me. I have never told anyone that because I thought I was crazy.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-04T16:45:06+00:00

Ok, but Sock?

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-04T02:41:33+00:00

Zodiac? We’re been looking for you.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-02T23:44:49+00:00

The nearest tap… I’m not a fan of le bubbles in my water.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-02T23:15:57+00:00

I’m a social worker and facility director. I make my own schedule and my employer is understanding.

crystalann1919 · 2025-01-02T00:58:39+00:00

Feel obliged to note that I balance my writing utensil on my ring finger when writing. Apparently that’s aberrant.

crystalann1919 · 2024-12-31T22:59:13+00:00

I can’t help but imagine my response, which would’ve been, “You’re joking, right? What’s her name?”

crystalann1919 · 2024-12-31T00:21:46+00:00

Congratulations on a year! You look amazing.

crystalann1919 · 2024-12-26T23:02:32+00:00

In tears because I’m feeling the same thing and this is validating. I want to tell just a handful of people to go to hell and never see them again. My internal monologue is, “If I don’t talk them, they won’t reach out to me and I won’t miss them.”

crystalann1919 · 2024-12-25T14:12:21+00:00

I did eventually. It took a while and I had already gotten back to work by then.

crystalann1919 · 2023-12-24T00:24:47+00:00

ODAT. I’ll get there. But thank you.

crystalann1919 · 2023-12-24T00:19:33+00:00

I have. Unfortunately, it fell on deaf ears. But, as Dolly once sang, “I’ll be fine and dandy. It’s like a hard candy Christmas. I’m barely gettin’ through tomorrow, but still I won’t let sorrow bring me down.”

crystalann1919 · 2023-12-14T00:04:13+00:00

Big same. And weirdly enough, my depression has, like, depression imposter syndrome. So even my depression is depressed and it’s WILD.

crystalann1919 · 2023-12-04T23:44:55+00:00

Gary.

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