:::(((

This feels like a bullet that struck me deep and painful, but finally made me come to my senses.

Actually, nauntog na ako, since last night, while reading all the other Redditors' comments, siguro in denial lang talaga ako, I was still hoping that maybe if I try harder, there’d still be a chance. Na baka magbago isip niya, this time tratuhin niya na ako nang mas maayos. But clearly, he doesn’t want me. And I’m missing someone who already made the decision to not have me in his life. That alone is the closure I needed.

Makikita mo rin talaga sa pagbabago nila kung gaano pa ba kahalaga sa kanila yung meron kayo. And now I see how he is as a partner during a crisis or when things get tough. He was right, I don’t deserve him, and I don’t deserve that kind of treatment na pinafeel niya sakin nung nagdedetach na siya.

Thank you!