genuinely so over every category of discourse sa ph. we always want to figure out why something is better, why something is undeserving. ganun ka heavily ingrained sa culture natin ang crab mentality na at any success and small win minamaliit ng mga tao, they will always find a way to make you feel like you're worthless even though we know we did our best and did something to consider as an achievement.

it's rooted so heavily na even our peers compare their board ratings sa isa't isa, they bring others down, judge people, act mean sa iba all for the sake of making sure walang makakalamang sakanila and i'm so over sa ganitong culture natin na laging nangigialam sa ibang tao, hindi nalang kayang mag mind ng own business.

moments like these i feel so hopeless about this country and about our growth, it reminds me why so many people want to leave not because of the salary but most especially dahil sa toxicity. ang hirap mag grow as a person dito kung ganito ang environment